| [00:22.53] | Time is passing and it seems that my depression |
| [00:24.60] | Is the only thing progressing, guess I havnt learned my lesson |
| [00:27.47] | I just turned 18 and I can't help |
| [00:29.43] | But fxcking think my life is gonna flop harder than me when I hit the water |
| [00:33.26] | Don't bother tryna be my fxcking friend, it'll end |
| [00:35.92] | Happiness is always fxcking borderline pretend |
| [00:38.65] | Cause I just see the bad in everything, I'll never make amends |
| [00:41.40] | I wake up and hate life then go to sleep and wake again |
| [00:44.44] | Fxck this, what kind of fxcking girl would wanna cuff this? |
| [00:47.01] | Tough sh1t, I'll guess I'll find happiness in nothing |
| [00:49.83] | You tell me "I love you" and I feel like that you're bluffing |
| [00:52.79] | Feel like I've tried everything, just to feel something |
| [00:55.60] | But nothing works, and everything hurts |
| [00:58.25] | You had all of this potential, I should of been dead first |
| [01:01.01] | If we could trade spots, I'd jump straight into the dirt |
| [01:03.72] | You were worth way more and I know that sh1t for sure |
| [01:06.65] | Breaking down more frequent life is just a sequence |
| [01:09.58] | Of events of sh1t we don't vent because of secrets |
| [01:12.29] | I'm tired of keeping it, so this is mine |
| [01:15.01] | I'm afraid I'll die with the regret of wasting time |
| [01:17.83] | I'm afraid I'll die alone and never be remembered |
| [01:20.57] | I'm afraid if Hell is real, I'll be used as tinder |
| [01:23.35] | But if not I'll just rot fxcking 6 feet deep |
| [01:26.09] | I wish I was dead and I'm only 18 |
| [01:51.99] | I couldn't be happy if you made me |
| [01:54.14] | You could never stay around me long enough to save me |
| [01:57.39] | Nothing that you do could ever phase me |
| [01:59.71] | I expect the worse in everything so you can't break me |
| [02:03.14] | I been slippin' back into habits |
| [02:05.35] | How could I show love to you when I don't even have it |
| [02:08.29] | Still in pain, I'm just better when I mask it |
| [02:10.84] | Tired of my bed, I'll feel better in a casket |