| [00:06.42] | December Christmas party |
| [00:09.97] | Last year don't get me started |
| [00:13.13] | New year was so inviting |
| [00:16.38] | Compared to the one before it |
| [00:19.60] | 9Tails (December Christmas party) |
| [00:23.06] | Last year don't get me started |
| [00:26.00] | I may've forget what you had said right now |
| [00:29.11] | Later it'll hit my head somehow |
| [00:32.21] | I haven't eaten since I last laid down |
| [00:34.94] | Three days no sleep so **** the bread right now |
| [00:38.32] | My people tell me it'll all work out |
| [00:41.45] | My brain had told me like check the pass like foul |
| [00:44.91] | You were ****** up now I throw up |
| [00:47.77] | When I compare it to my now, wow |
| [00:50.05] | I got some problems |
| [00:51.26] | I should really sort out 'stead of running head down |
| [00:54.16] | Living piece of **** you smell the fumes from my house |
| [00:57.71] | And it ferment cause I never go out |
| [01:00.64] | Blow bring us something else and I might take my lights out |
| [01:03.90] | It's not fair for others |
| [01:05.51] | Swear I care for others |
| [01:06.90] | Took me years to raise my head and share the air with others |
| [01:10.18] | Now i smother them |
| [01:11.41] | I aim for anti-sin |
| [01:12.99] | I gotta lotta gin to drink before I'm whole again |
| [01:16.30] | I just wanna lay my body on the automan |
| [01:19.45] | And love you all mentally present there for all of it |
| [01:22.63] | Honestly it's hard for me when rapping hourly for salary |
| [01:26.42] | And still take time to live in my reality |
| [01:28.79] | This heavy feeling always disembowel me |
| [01:31.12] | I'm spending hours ******* showering |
| [01:33.81] | The love they show despite my faults is so empowering |
| [01:39.15] | I'm glad my soul is keeping close again yeah |
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