| [00:00.000] | 作曲 : Beatowski |
| [00:01.000] | 作词 : Alva.J |
| [00:08:00] | 作曲: Beatowski |
| [00:14:00] | 作词:Alva.J |
| [00:17:00] | 混音:Alva.J |
| [00:20.50] | 当自己做的一切都被否认 |
| [00:22.27] | 第一次毋庸置疑是来自家人 |
| [00:24.59] | 只差没把自己赶出家门 |
| [00:27.07] | 发生的事让我无法发声 |
| [00:29.55] | 有时孤独来临孤单一人 |
| [00:32.18] | 情绪低落开始自己发闷 |
| [00:34.66] | 思绪清晰了逻辑 |
| [00:36.83] | 灵感冒失一下 突然井喷 |
| [00:39.77] | 恍然觉悟不该与谁斗狠 |
| [00:42.35] | 斗智斗勇是这个年纪的我们 |
| [00:44.87] | 做错了事 我没固执 |
| [00:46.79] | 对天发誓 |
| [00:48.01] | 你讲的 我听了 我都不信 |
| [00:50.23] | 我想试试那一种 |
| [00:51.80] | 结了疤 忘不了的痛 |
| [00:54.03] | 没求与谁患难与共 |
| [00:56.20] | 自己的选择 没有结果 |
| [00:58.42] | 怪自己没用 你们不必心痛 |
| [01:01.10] | 不被理解 我也不会停歇 |
| [01:03.37] | 做事说话学不来间接 |
| [01:04.94] | 从来都是只有直接 |
| [01:06.41] | 社会 感情 人心 的磨砺 |
| [01:08.64] | 让我的直接 只有往心里憋 |
| [01:11.42] | 当理性的感情战胜了感性的欲望 |
| [01:15.11] | 逐渐失去追逐梦想的力量 |
| [01:18.95] | 当我准备好整理衣服 |
| [01:31.54] | 却被现实用力欺负 |
| [01:34.22] | 发现年纪早已超过了把梦想背负的岁数 |
| [01:38.62] | 对 是挺可笑 |
| [01:40.14] | 这个年纪还在把梦追逐 |
| [01:42.06] | |
| [01:42.21] | 但你不知道这或许 |
| [01:43.73] | 是一种享受外加逃避 |
| [01:45.65] | 你就当我走了陌路 |
| [01:48.48] | 陌生 而又 没有 交际的人 |
| [01:51.56] | 发出了质疑声 |
| [01:53.74] | 说我 |
| [01:54.39] | 不真心付出还很无能 |
| [01:56.22] | 不知是谁打开了灯让你瞎着眼说了话 |
| [01:59.76] | 没错 shut up |
| [02:01.27] | 你我陌生 无交流 不交友 |
| [02:04.26] | 更不想跟你交杯酒 |
| [02:06.13] | 或许你让 我心里乱了套 |
| [02:08.51] | 可那个梦和有个人在我心里扎了根成了解药 |
| [02:13.06] | 让你们 看这根 扎多深 |
| [02:16.04] | 我爱她跟它又有多真 |
| [02:18.27] | 天气转冷 我打起精神 不再犯困 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo qu : Beatowski |
| [00:01.000] | zuo ci : Alva. J |
| [00:08:00] | zuo qu: Beatowski |
| [00:14:00] | zuo ci: Alva. J |
| [00:17:00] | hun yin: Alva. J |
| [00:20.50] | dang zi ji zuo de yi qie dou bei fou ren |
| [00:22.27] | di yi ci wu yong zhi yi shi lai zi jia ren |
| [00:24.59] | zhi cha mei ba zi ji gan chu jia men |
| [00:27.07] | fa sheng de shi rang wo wu fa fa sheng |
| [00:29.55] | you shi gu du lai lin gu dan yi ren |
| [00:32.18] | qing xu di luo kai shi zi ji fa men |
| [00:34.66] | si xu qing xi le luo ji |
| [00:36.83] | ling gan mao shi yi xia tu ran jing pen |
| [00:39.77] | huang ran jue wu bu gai yu shui dou hen |
| [00:42.35] | dou zhi dou yong shi zhe ge nian ji de wo men |
| [00:44.87] | zuo cuo liao shi wo mei gu zhi |
| [00:46.79] | dui tian fa shi |
| [00:48.01] | ni jiang de wo ting le wo dou bu xin |
| [00:50.23] | wo xiang shi shi na yi zhong |
| [00:51.80] | jie le ba wang bu liao de tong |
| [00:54.03] | mei qiu yu shui huan nan yu gong |
| [00:56.20] | zi ji de xuan ze mei you jie guo |
| [00:58.42] | guai zi ji mei yong ni men bu bi xin tong |
| [01:01.10] | bu bei li jie wo ye bu hui ting xie |
| [01:03.37] | zuo shi shuo hua xue bu lai jian jie |
| [01:04.94] | cong lai dou shi zhi you zhi jie |
| [01:06.41] | she hui gan qing ren xin de mo li |
| [01:08.64] | rang wo de zhi jie zhi you wang xin li bie |
| [01:11.42] | dang li xing de gan qing zhan sheng le gan xing de yu wang |
| [01:15.11] | zhu jian shi qu zhui zhu meng xiang de li liang |
| [01:18.95] | dang wo zhun bei hao zheng li yi fu |
| [01:31.54] | que bei xian shi yong li qi fu |
| [01:34.22] | fa xian nian ji zao yi chao guo le ba meng xiang bei fu de sui shu |
| [01:38.62] | dui shi ting ke xiao |
| [01:40.14] | zhe ge nian ji hai zai ba meng zhui zhu |
| [01:42.06] | |
| [01:42.21] | dan ni bu zhi dao zhe huo xu |
| [01:43.73] | shi yi zhong xiang shou wai jia tao bi |
| [01:45.65] | ni jiu dang wo zou le mo lu |
| [01:48.48] | mo sheng er you mei you jiao ji de ren |
| [01:51.56] | fa chu le zhi yi sheng |
| [01:53.74] | shuo wo |
| [01:54.39] | bu zhen xin fu chu hai hen wu neng |
| [01:56.22] | bu zhi shi shui da kai le deng rang ni xia zhuo yan shuo le hua |
| [01:59.76] | mei cuo shut up |
| [02:01.27] | ni wo mo sheng wu jiao liu bu jiao you |
| [02:04.26] | geng bu xiang gen ni jiao bei jiu |
| [02:06.13] | huo xu ni rang wo xin li luan le tao |
| [02:08.51] | ke na ge meng he you ge ren zai wo xin li zha le gen cheng liao jie yao |
| [02:13.06] | rang ni men kan zhe gen zha duo shen |
| [02:16.04] | wo ai ta gen ta you you duo zhen |
| [02:18.27] | tian qi zhuan leng wo da qi jing shen bu zai fan kun |
| [00:00.000] | zuò qǔ : Beatowski |
| [00:01.000] | zuò cí : Alva. J |
| [00:08:00] | zuò qǔ: Beatowski |
| [00:14:00] | zuò cí: Alva. J |
| [00:17:00] | hùn yīn: Alva. J |
| [00:20.50] | dāng zì jǐ zuò de yī qiè dōu bèi fǒu rèn |
| [00:22.27] | dì yī cì wú yōng zhì yí shì lái zì jiā rén |
| [00:24.59] | zhǐ chà méi bǎ zì jǐ gǎn chū jiā mén |
| [00:27.07] | fā shēng de shì ràng wǒ wú fǎ fā shēng |
| [00:29.55] | yǒu shí gū dú lái lín gū dān yī rén |
| [00:32.18] | qíng xù dī luò kāi shǐ zì jǐ fā mèn |
| [00:34.66] | sī xù qīng xī le luó ji |
| [00:36.83] | líng gǎn mào shī yī xià tū rán jǐng pēn |
| [00:39.77] | huǎng rán jué wù bù gāi yǔ shuí dòu hěn |
| [00:42.35] | dòu zhì dòu yǒng shì zhè gè nián jì de wǒ men |
| [00:44.87] | zuò cuò liǎo shì wǒ méi gù zhí |
| [00:46.79] | duì tiān fā shì |
| [00:48.01] | nǐ jiǎng de wǒ tīng le wǒ dōu bù xìn |
| [00:50.23] | wǒ xiǎng shì shì nà yī zhǒng |
| [00:51.80] | jié le bā wàng bù liǎo de tòng |
| [00:54.03] | méi qiú yǔ shuí huàn nàn yǔ gòng |
| [00:56.20] | zì jǐ de xuǎn zé méi yǒu jié guǒ |
| [00:58.42] | guài zì jǐ méi yòng nǐ men bù bì xīn tòng |
| [01:01.10] | bù bèi lǐ jiě wǒ yě bú huì tíng xiē |
| [01:03.37] | zuò shì shuō huà xué bù lái jiàn jiē |
| [01:04.94] | cóng lái dōu shì zhǐ yǒu zhí jiē |
| [01:06.41] | shè huì gǎn qíng rén xīn de mó lì |
| [01:08.64] | ràng wǒ de zhí jiē zhǐ yǒu wǎng xīn lǐ biē |
| [01:11.42] | dāng lǐ xìng de gǎn qíng zhàn shèng le gǎn xìng de yù wàng |
| [01:15.11] | zhú jiàn shī qù zhuī zhú mèng xiǎng de lì liàng |
| [01:18.95] | dāng wǒ zhǔn bèi hǎo zhěng lǐ yī fú |
| [01:31.54] | què bèi xiàn shí yòng lì qī fù |
| [01:34.22] | fā xiàn nián jì zǎo yǐ chāo guò le bǎ mèng xiǎng bēi fù de suì shù |
| [01:38.62] | duì shì tǐng kě xiào |
| [01:40.14] | zhè gè nián jì hái zài bǎ mèng zhuī zhú |
| [01:42.06] | |
| [01:42.21] | dàn nǐ bù zhī dào zhè huò xǔ |
| [01:43.73] | shì yī zhǒng xiǎng shòu wài jiā táo bì |
| [01:45.65] | nǐ jiù dāng wǒ zǒu le mò lù |
| [01:48.48] | mò shēng ér yòu méi yǒu jiāo jì de rén |
| [01:51.56] | fā chū le zhì yí shēng |
| [01:53.74] | shuō wǒ |
| [01:54.39] | bù zhēn xīn fù chū hái hěn wú néng |
| [01:56.22] | bù zhī shì shuí dǎ kāi le dēng ràng nǐ xiā zhuó yǎn shuō le huà |
| [01:59.76] | méi cuò shut up |
| [02:01.27] | nǐ wǒ mò shēng wú jiāo liú bù jiāo yǒu |
| [02:04.26] | gèng bù xiǎng gēn nǐ jiāo bēi jiǔ |
| [02:06.13] | huò xǔ nǐ ràng wǒ xīn lǐ luàn le tào |
| [02:08.51] | kě nà gè mèng hé yǒu gè rén zài wǒ xīn lǐ zhā le gēn chéng liǎo jiě yào |
| [02:13.06] | ràng nǐ men kàn zhè gēn zhā duō shēn |
| [02:16.04] | wǒ ài tā gēn tā yòu yǒu duō zhēn |
| [02:18.27] | tiān qì zhuǎn lěng wǒ dǎ qǐ jīng shén bù zài fàn kùn |