| [00:17.55] | Can't even eat, can't even sleep |
| [00:19.99] | Can't even find a friend that I can keep |
| [00:22.19] | Can't even know I'll get better |
| [00:23.79] | Cause I'm sick and tired my body is broken and weak |
| [00:26.69] | They say I'm okay, they call it phase |
| [00:28.93] | They say I'll soon come to see my better days |
| [00:31.17] | My better days are all in the past |
| [00:33.41] | The day that I want is only my last |
| [00:35.66] | Everyday I wake up same old sh1t |
| [00:37.70] | Same life, same thoughts, same all black fit |
| [00:40.15] | Hate that I feel like this, man I need a wish |
| [00:42.70] | It would be when I die to be missed |
| [00:44.69] | Everything I do just feels so wrong |
| [00:46.84] | These 17 years been way too long |
| [00:48.91] | Honestly would of been dead |
| [00:50.61] | If I never found life in the sound when I'm making these songs |
| [00:53.52] | Sorry at times I'm just way like too honest |
| [00:55.82] | And dont filter out what I say |
| [00:58.00] | Sorry I lie when I'm not feelin' good |
| [01:00.26] | You say how you been I say okay |
| [01:02.41] | Sorry I get out of hand |
| [01:04.08] | And I tell you to leave when I want you to stay |
| [01:06.90] | I know you want me to be happy |
| [01:08.57] | I really dont think it's in my DNA |
| [01:11.26] | I want the best for me too |
| [01:13.14] | You think I wanna be sad and I wanna be blue |
| [01:16.00] | I wanna work on myself |
| [01:17.65] | I wanna start being me and stop looking at you |
| [01:20.47] | I wanna do something right, when you're in the dark |
| [01:23.21] | I wanna help be your light |
| [01:24.95] | When you're not okay I just want you to know it'll end |
| [01:27.66] | And everything's gonna be right |
| [01:29.51] | The bottle is empty aint more pills |
| [01:31.61] | So much pain I'm bouta feel |
| [01:33.45] | I need a drxg that'll take my emotion away |
| [01:35.86] | And just make it not feel like its real |
| [01:37.75] | I need a feeling to stay that'll make all my time on this earth |
| [01:41.22] | Feel like its worth |
| [01:42.36] | My only curse, that is my birth |
| [01:44.67] | How do I feel? I'm only worse |
| [01:47.40] | Everyday I wake up same old sh1t |
| [01:49.38] | Same life, same thoughts, same all black fit |
| [01:51.89] | Hate that I feel like this, man I need a wish |
| [01:54.36] | It would be when I die to be missed |
| [01:56.46] | Everything I do just feels so wrong |
| [01:58.60] | These 17 years been way too long |
| [02:00.69] | Honestly would of been dead |
| [02:02.38] | If I never found life in the sound when I'm making these songs |
| [02:05.49] | Sorry at times I'm just way like too honest |
| [02:07.59] | And dont filter out what I say |
| [02:09.62] | Sorry I lie when I'm not feelin' good |
| [02:11.97] | You say how you been I say okay |
| [02:14.26] | Sorry I get out of hand and I tell you to leave |
| [02:16.92] | When I want you to stay |
| [02:18.73] | I know you want me to be happy |
| [02:20.37] | I really dont think it's in my DNA |
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