| I always tell myself to be patient | |
| But my left hand shakes | |
| Against your new couch | |
| Control of the situation | |
| Fell through my fingers | |
| I heard her say : | |
| "You can't keep living as if you're dying" | |
| Well, i'm dying | |
| Now in an awkward way | |
| To spend the holiday | |
| In such a deviant way to behave | |
| Its amazing how quiet this house is | |
| When the world outside, | |
| It celebrates their new years | |
| And their new fears | |
| Your addiction is okay, | |
| 'cause its manically approved | |
| And the night has expired | |
| Lay me down to sleep | |
| But one more thing can you say diction | |
| And admit my guilt, emergency | |
| And emergency | |
| Its whispered at night | |
| Now in an awkward way | |
| To spend the holiday | |
| In such a deviant way to behave | |
| Its amazing how quiet this house is | |
| When the world outside, | |
| It celebrates their new years | |
| And their new fears |