| [00:27.91] | Why won't you hold me |
| [00:32.71] | Cause things don't look so bright |
| [00:35.05] | Don't yell console me |
| [00:39.31] | Cause i been up all night |
| [00:41.97] | I need you to cry for me |
| [00:48.23] | Theres not to many that would die for me |
| [00:55.86] | I need you to cry for me |
| [01:01.61] | Theres not to many that would die for me |
| [01:08.52] | Yeah |
| [01:09.14] | Lately man i really been feeling hella cold and s**t |
| [01:11.30] | Isolated and alone and s**t |
| [01:12.90] | Still waiting on a call from you |
| [01:14.54] | But s**ts not a move cause you don't exist |
| [01:16.35] | Mom died, I'm feeling old and s**t |
| [01:18.03] | Its way to fast how i grown and s**t |
| [01:19.65] | Got me feeling hella down, down |
| [01:21.49] | Tryna smoke a lot so i can cope with it |
| [01:23.13] | I'm 24 ain't got a crib yet |
| [01:24.80] | I'm 24 i ain't live yet |
| [01:26.43] | I'm 24 and hella pissed |
| [01:28.13] | I can't even thank my momma with a big cheque |
| [01:30.07] | Theres people living that got less than me |
| [01:31.79] | So i just try to think the best in these |
| [01:33.42] | Situations that be stressing me |
| [01:35.14] | So i don't act out to problems too aggressively |
| [01:36.91] | Put people really tryna push me |
| [01:38.47] | People really tryna brush me |
| [01:40.37] | Out the wrong way |
| [01:41.56] | On the wrong days |
| [01:42.28] | But i just know they hella ***** |
| [01:43.74] | The other night i felt like ending s**t |
| [01:45.49] | Got me calling up my ex and s**t |
| [01:47.21] | Got me smoking cigarettes and s**t |
| [01:48.94] | Alcohol got me confessing s**t |
| [01:50.74] | Confessing things like |
| [01:51.43] | How Im mad afraid |
| [01:52.56] | Mad afraid that this will all fail |
| [01:54.27] | Telling Pat to get a normal job |
| [01:55.86] | Telling Dad that i ain't doing well |
| [01:57.51] | Telling Mom that i done met my days |
| [01:59.25] | My job got me hella sad and s**t |
| [02:00.90] | Cause this supposed to be the s**t i love |
| [02:02.61] | My job supposed to give me happiness |
| [02:04.30] | On days i dream about my mom screaming |
| [02:06.05] | Laying down tryna fight for life |
| [02:07.78] | Tears start run down my face |
| [02:09.46] | I sit and struggle tryna hide my eyes |
| [02:11.15] | Cause everybody think I'm strong |
| [02:12.86] | Everybody think I'm stainless steel |
| [02:14.66] | Everybody think I'm made of metal |
| [02:16.53] | They don't get Im ******' made of real |
| [02:18.15] | They don't get i done slaved for real |
| [02:19.79] | They don't see i had a major deal |
| [02:21.46] | They don't know that i slept on a couch |
| [02:23.30] | Tryna plot s**t out, so i could make it here |
| [02:25.03] | Theres certain things that i want to say |
| [02:26.68] | But i don't know how they make you feel |
| [02:28.41] | They told me "Russ you were made for this" |
| [02:30.11] | So I'mma work and make a bill (I'mma work and imma) |
| [02:31.98] | Why won't you hold me |
| [02:36.05] | Cause things don't look so bright |
| [02:38.43] | Don't yell console me |
| [02:42.49] | Cause i been up all night |
| [02:45.26] | I need you to cry for me |
| [02:51.43] | Theres not to many that would die for me |
| [03:00.45] | I know you been waiting |
| [03:03.68] | I know you been patient |
| [03:08.21] | Alright check |
| [03:13.96] | I been contemplating |
| [03:16.98] | On leaving life |
| [03:18.68] | But you make me |
| [03:22.91] | Want to stay (want to stay) |
| [03:36.45] | And as this night goes on |
| [03:37.56] | I imagine me holding you clsoe |
| [03:40.22] | Cause you're the one i trust the most |
| [03:43.04] | Tears fall on my shoulders |
| [03:45.07] | Tremble sometimes i get |
| [03:46.22] | So forgetful that you're always here |
| [03:49.21] | If not physically |
| [03:51.23] | Then through me |
| [03:53.80] | Rest easy, thank you |