| Wait... wait... wait... I'm not ready yet... | |
| Then I lay me down on this cold floor | |
| Oh Lord I hope for the cloaked, no intervention saw | |
| That's where I paused, Jeanie, many more fleeting moments | |
| Heck, you just cheating yourself from meeting | |
| I can breathe a ton of these demons into my lungs | |
| And I beat 'em no matter what self defeating attack comes | |
| I put the past in the closet, leave it behind | |
| Locked under key I would cast aside until I needed it padlocked | |
| Put in a stash box, move it along | |
| I learned how to learn patience and when acting is wrong | |
| Turn 360 leisurely, pessimism know her and he grieve with me | |
| Bleed with me, then I got sober, it agrees with me | |
| I moderated shots slower | |
| Finding the piece of me, thank God it was over | |
| I'm here | |
| {x2} | |
| I couldn't imagine why I was granted a second chance at life | |
| But I'm so glad that I saw the light | |
| And I see now my purpose right | |
| My purpose right | |
| Just think, what have I accomplished? | |
| End of my life bonkers | |
| What other pill to conquer | |
| It would've just been awkward | |
| Roommates explaining and didn't know why I changed | |
| Since little before I named some pitiful reason lame or | |
| Breaking down doors had even burst in tears | |
| Grieving nurses to fear | |
| Even land lady just standing and looking all fucked up | |
| Like look what the fuck kids | |
| Then cuff someone's arrested for punching a chest in | |
| Wait | |
| Just glad it never had to happen that way | |
| I never would have had an album | |
| Never had met Collin | |
| Never had been travelling | |
| Never had new problems | |
| Never learned how to solve 'em | |
| Never knew I'd evolve then | |
| {x2} | |
| And now I lay me down to sleep | |
| I pray the Lord my soul to keep | |
| If I should die before I wake | |
| Wait |