And with the best of times 
Just comes more miserable days 
Let is decay my mind 
Leave me in a cloudy haze 
I can't seem to fill this void in me 
So I'll just keep avoiding reality 
I can't seem to fill this void in me 
So I'll just drown in misery 
I think but don't fear 
I act but don't care 
I think but don't know 
I act but not for show 
Sometimes I just can't stand 
To see or hear 
Spiral downward 
Always end up nowhere 
I've let my mind decay 
I won't see the glory days 
I'll fall too soon 
I know you feel it too