[00:01.120]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I
[00:04.440]Got out of bed at all
[00:06.600]The morning rain clouds up my window
[00:10.480]And I cant see at all
[00:12.580]And even if I could itll all be gray
[00:16.120]But your picture on my wall
[00:18.520]It reminds me, that its not so bad
[00:21.290]Its not so bad
[00:24.910]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I
[00:28.180]Got out of bed at all
[00:30.420]The morning rain clouds up my window
[00:32.910]And I cant see at all
[00:36.620]And even if I could itll all be gray
[00:41.060]But your picture on my wall
[00:43.470]It reminds me, that its not so bad
[00:47.160]Its not so bad
[00:48.920]Dear Slim, I wrote but you still aint callin
[00:51.740]I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
[00:55.120]I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got em
[00:58.100]There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
[01:00.390]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot em
[01:04.130]But anyways; fuck it, whats been up? Man hows your daughter
[01:06.540]My girlfriends pregnant too, Im bout to be a father
[01:09.320]If I have a daughter, guess what Ima call her
[01:11.730]Ima name her Bonnie
[01:13.600]I read about your Uncle Ronnie too Im sorry
[01:15.660]I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didnt want him
[01:18.800]I know you probably hear this everyday, but Im your biggest fan
[01:22.290]I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
[01:25.040]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
[01:27.370]I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
[01:31.260]Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back
[01:33.730]Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
[01:36.160]This is Stan
[01:37.500]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I
[01:40.540]Got out of bed at all
[01:42.910]The morning rain clouds up my window
[01:47.940]And I cant see at all
[01:49.870]And even if I could itll all be gray
[01:53.280]But your picture on my wall
[01:55.720]It reminds me, that its not so bad
[01:59.440]Its not so bad
[02:00.910]Dear Slim, you still aint called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
[02:04.250]I aint mad I just think its fucked up you dont answer fans
[02:06.960]If you didnt wanna talk to me outside your concert
[02:10.140]You didnt have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
[02:13.090]That's my little brother man, hes only six years old
[02:15.620]We waited in the blistering cold for you
[02:17.520]Four hours and you just said, no
[02:19.650]That's pretty shitty man youre like his fuckin idol
[02:22.260]He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
[02:25.560]I ain't that mad though, I just dont like bein lied to
[02:28.400]Remember when we met in Denver you said if Id write you
[02:30.690]You would write back see Im just like you in a way
[02:33.570]I never knew my father neither
[02:34.570]He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
[02:37.510]I can relate to what youre saying in your songs
[02:39.630]So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put em on
[02:42.380]Cause I dont really got shit else so that shit helps when Im depressed
[02:45.220]I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
[02:48.820]Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
[02:51.080]It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
[02:54.510]See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
[02:57.250]My girlfriends jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
[03:00.880]But she dont know you like I know you Slim, no one does
[03:03.320]She dont know what it was like for people like us growin up
[03:06.380]You gotta call me man, Ill be the biggest fan youll ever lose
[03:09.040]Sincerely yours, stan PS
[03:11.440]We should be together too
[03:13.340]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I
[03:16.620]Got out of bed at all
[03:19.040]The morning rain clouds up my window
[03:22.940]And I cant see at all
[03:24.940]And even if I could itll all be gray
[03:28.500]But your picture on my wall
[03:30.880]It reminds me, that its not so bad
[03:34.480]Its not so bad
[03:36.250]Dear mister I'm too good to call or write my fans
[03:39.160]Thisll be the last package I ever send your ass
[03:42.020]Its been six months and still no word I don't deserve it
[03:45.710]I know you got my last two letters
[03:47.250]I wrote the addresses on em perfect
[03:49.420]So this is my cassette Im sending you, I hope you hear it
[03:52.410]I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
[03:54.570]Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive
[03:58.810]You know the song by phil collins, in the air of the night
[04:01.590]About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
[04:03.870]But didnt, then Phil saw it all, then at aa show he found him
[04:07.230]Thats kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
[04:09.280]Now its too late I'm on a 1000 downers now, Im drowsy
[04:13.400]And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
[04:16.090]I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
[04:19.470]I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
[04:21.840]You ruined it now, I hope you cant sleep and you dream about it
[04:25.090]And when you dream I hope you cant sleep and you scream about it
[04:28.100]I hope your conscience eats at you and you cant breathe without me
[04:31.150]See slim, shut up bitch! Im tryin to talk
[04:33.810]Hey Slim, thats my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
[04:36.030]But I didnt slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
[04:40.030]Cause if she suffocates shell suffer more, and then shell die too
[04:43.290]Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
[04:45.720]Oh shit, I forgot, howm I supposed to send this shit out
[05:00.400]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I
[05:04.660]Got out of bed at all
[05:06.970]The morning rain clouds up my window
[05:12.200]And I cant see at all
[05:13.890]And even if I could itll all be gray
[05:16.520]But your picture on my wall
[05:19.800]It reminds me, that its not so bad
[05:23.490]Its not so bad
[05:25.180]Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
[05:27.670]You said your girlfriends pregnant now, how far along is she
[05:31.010]Look, Im really flattered you would call your daughter that
[05:34.060]And heres an autograph for your brother
[05:35.990]I wrote it on the Starter cap
[05:37.630]I'm sorry I didnt see you at the show, I musta missed you
[05:40.240]Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
[05:43.370]But whats this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too
[05:46.680]I say that shit just clownin dogg
[05:48.360]Come on how fucked up is you
[05:49.870]You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
[05:51.770]To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
[05:54.380]And whats this shit about us meant to be together
[05:57.780]That type of shitll make me not want us to meet each other
[06:00.810]I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
[06:04.020]Or maybe you just need to treat her better
[06:06.240]I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
[06:11.360]Before you hurt yourself, I think that youll be doin just fine
[06:14.370]If you relax a little, Im glad I inspire you but Stan
[06:17.480]Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
[06:21.290]I just dont want you to do some crazy shit
[06:23.320]I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
[06:26.790]Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
[06:28.790]And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
[06:32.180]And in the car they found a tape, but they didnt say who it was to
[06:35.130]Come to think about, his name was it was you
[06:37.820]Damn