[00:00.81]You've been staring at me for my whole fucking life, [00:05.15]Muttering the same indifferent cliches about how we're just gonna get by. [00:11.71] [00:13.50]Redirecting obsessions to the very thing that could have at least been considered formative, [00:18.25]In an endless dicussion that has compelled me to stare, [00:21.87]Longingly, at the front of a moving train car. [00:26.81]Entropy's open desire to end us, nothing of mine will I defend. [00:38.19]They're just standard ambitions, so you can take them from me. [00:44.69]And let them chew one antoher to death while I just waste away. [00:57.75]No chance to ever go back. [01:03.31] [01:11.71]I look back in amazement. [01:13.46]We've got the same face, we've got the same voice, [01:16.89]And I can finally admit that I will be the very thing that takes you from this earth. [01:24.52]Helpless and alone, [01:27.71]Finally shut you up with just one turn of the wheel. [01:45.46] [01:55.45]You know goddamn well I'm done. [01:57.40] [02:17.16]And let them chew one antoher to death while I just waste away. [02:45.96]We've put good hours into alienating ouselves from one another, [02:49.15]So don't act like this is just purely the convergence of ideals that don't operate well together. [02:53.28]I want you to hurt for all the time that you wasted, [02:57.59]And I'm not fucking kidding, I'm not playing hurt dong. [03:00.65]I've forgiven enough mother fuckers in my life, [03:03.34]And I'm not ready to look back in myself as a vessel for shit habits. [03:06.90]Don't you fucking look at me.