Emptiness slips into my mind, Emotion so fucking hard to find, I center myself in this universe, With peace amongst all the pains and hurts, I think of all the things that would've been, And the time i could've spent with him, But again comes sadness creeping in. Taken by surprise stigmatized by the things i've seen with my own eyes, Traumatized until i realize that i gotta go on with my life. I can only guess what i should've done then, Wandering alone on the path i've chosen, Lumbering along towards inevitable fate, I await an answer, i wrestle with hate, I question your life and the choices you made, I question myself with righteousness and rage, Confused and sick from mistakes i've made. Questions to ponder about letting go, answers i find towards peaceful flow, People take shit for granted as given, not in this world that i live in, In my eyes, i realize. no more lies stigmatized.