I'm so sorry I'm so stubborn Deaf in one ear And out the other I'm just like my mother And hers before hers before hers I'm working so hard To understand myself I can't begin to know you Though I've memorised your face Beside me on the pillow Dreaming of a super-hero I wish I saw what you do when you sleep In all my dreams I'm a helpless humiliated creep I wish I was the girl behind your REM Every day you look at me and tell me that I am