So slowly I'm losing who I've sworn to be a promise in pencil that years have made so hard to read I've spent my life building walls brick by brick and bruise by bruise a birdcage religion that whispered me to sleep but time is spinning silk that coils ruthlessly with the devil's patience it binds my hands so quietly that soon it becomes a part of me so soften these edges and straighten out my tie and help me remember the hope that i have compromised please be a broken record for me