30 days 'til Christmas and all I know Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year I have so much to show One more month And all I need is a sign from you that you think of me If you don't Then please just say so Cause all I do Is think of you And it's wearing me out It's wearing me down This holiday is nothing but frowns for me But I've got a gift You see I'm making a list Hell I'll check it twice Of all the things you've done in my life Then I'll send it your way So you see why I love you Who would have thought that someone like me Could of fall in love so easily. I know that you know that I know what I want I know I cant have it but give it a thought. I know that it sounds crazy baby But all I do is think of you. And it's wearing me out It's wearing me down This holiday is nothing but frowns for me But I've got a gift You see I'm making a list Hell I'll check it twice Of all the things you've done in my life Then I'll send it your way So you see why I love everything you throw my way I know it's hard to say But it's a crying shame that I came all this way With so much to say But all that came out was "Happy Holiday" A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed Somebody to love A place to lay my head But I got 30 days and I'm gonna make 'em count Cause I cant call it Christmas without someone to smile about