i only want to say if there is a way take this cup away from me for i don't want to taste its poison feel it burn me i have changed i'm not asure as when we started then i was inspired now i'm sad and tired listen, surely i've extended the expectations tried for three years seems like thirty could you ask as much from any other man but if i die see the saga through and do the things you asked me let them hate me, hit me, hurt me nail me to their trees i want to know, i want to know, my god i want to know, i want to know, my god i want to see, i want to see, my god i want to see, i want to see, my god why i shall die?! would i be more noticed than i ever was before? would the things i've said and down matter anymore? i'd have to know, i'd have to know, my lord i'd have to know, i'd have to know, my lord i'd have to see, i'd have to see, my lord i'd have to see, i'd have to see, my lord if i die, what will be my reward if i die, what will be my reward? i have to know,i have to know, my lord i have to know, i have to know, my lord why should i die?! can you show me now did i will not be killed in vain show me, just i little of your uninpresent pray show me there's a reason for you wanting me to die you far to keen on where and how but now so hot on why all right i'll die just watch me die see how i die see how i die then i was inspired now i'm sad and tired after all i've tried for three years seems like ninty why am i scared to finish what i started what you started i didn't start it god, thy will is hard but you hold every card i will drink your cup of poison nail me to your cross and break me, bleed me, beat me kill me take me now before i change my mind now before i change my mind