It's always been about breaken.And both I'm better than you with this And I am better than you will did. Now I finally find that Yeah this kid over here,you know He may have more chicks and he may have better clothes,whatever But he cannot do this like me.You know what I mean? He can't write what I'm writing right now. Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't calling I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or something Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, ******* it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant, too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie, too, I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some ******* who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground *******t that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man I like the *******t you did with Rawkus, too, that *******t was phat Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan.This is Stan Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's ******* Up you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the blistering cold for you Four hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty *******tty man - you're like his ******* idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you You would write back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my father neither He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your songs So when I have a *******tty day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got *******t else so that *******t helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/70 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be together, too Dear Mister I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, This'll be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters; I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air Tonight" About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim,Shut up *******! I'm trying to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk, But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die, too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh *******t, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this *******t out?this *******t out.. I am non-white.You know,and this is predominant when with like music You know,and people telling me that you don't belong... Like,you will not succeed because of your this color This is certain right,but they do see the same things that I am singing. And I don't hear no one say anything about that