[ti:Stan(Proga Remix)]
[ar:Proga Eminem]
[al:]
[00:01.98]It's always been about breaken.And both I'm better than you with this
[00:05.46]And I am better than you will did. Now I finally find that
[00:07.49]Yeah this kid over here,you know
[00:09.86]He may have more chicks and he may have better clothes,whatever
[00:15.14]But he cannot do this like me.You know what I mean?
[00:17.89]He can't write what I'm writing right now.
[00:20.03]
[00:21.00]Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't calling
[00:22.91]I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
[00:25.49]I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
[00:27.82]There probably was a problem at the post office or something
[00:30.80]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
[00:33.92]But anyways, ******* it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
[00:36.36]My girlfriend's pregnant, too, I'm bout to be a father
[00:38.62]If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
[00:40.65]I'ma name her Bonnie
[00:40.95]
[00:41.61]I read about your Uncle Ronnie, too, I'm sorry
[00:43.54]I had a friend kill himself over some ******* who didn't want him
[00:46.07]I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
[00:49.11]I even got the underground *******t that you did with Skam
[00:51.55]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
[00:53.98]I like the *******t you did with Rawkus, too, that *******t was phat
[00:56.70]Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back
[00:58.77]Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan.This is Stan
[01:06.81]
[01:22.01]Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
[01:24.62]I ain't mad - I just think it's ******* Up you don't answer fans
[01:27.59]If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
[01:29.63]you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
[01:32.16]That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
[01:34.38]We waited in the blistering cold for you
[01:36.05]Four hours and you just said, "No."
[01:37.83]
[01:38.12]That's pretty *******tty man - you're like his ******* idol
[01:40.31]He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
[01:42.99]I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to
[01:45.37]Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
[01:48.20]You would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
[01:49.94]I never knew my father neither
[01:51.50]He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
[01:52.20]I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
[01:54.37]So when I have a *******tty day, I drift away and put 'em on
[01:56.93]'Cause I don't really got *******t else so that *******t helps when I'm depressed
[01:59.50]I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest
[02:03.09]
[02:03.45]Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
[02:05.79]It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
[02:08.37]See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it
[02:11.26]My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/70
[02:13.93]But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
[02:16.07]She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up
[02:18.56]You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
[02:21.10]Sincerely yours, Stan
[02:22.41]-- P.S.
[02:22.91]We should be together, too
[02:23.73]
[02:45.01]Dear Mister I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
[02:47.09]This'll be the last package I ever send your ass
[02:49.46]It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
[02:51.65]I know you got my last two letters;
[02:53.26]I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
[02:55.20]So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
[02:57.27]I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
[02:58.75]
[02:59.05]Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
[03:01.88]You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air Tonight"
[03:03.95]About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
[03:06.38]But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?
[03:08.81]That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
[03:11.28]Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
[03:13.72]And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
[03:16.64]I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
[03:19.13]I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
[03:22.02]You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
[03:24.62]And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
[03:27.05]I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
[03:29.83]See Slim,Shut up *******! I'm trying to talk!
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[03:33.09]Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk,
[03:35.12]But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
[03:37.74]'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die, too
[03:40.82]Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
[03:42.96]Oh *******t, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this *******t out?this *******t out..
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[04:48.19]I am non-white.You know,and this is predominant when with like music
[04:51.38]You know,and people telling me that you don't belong...
[04:54.17]Like,you will not succeed because of your this color
[04:57.37]This is certain right,but they do see the same things that I am singing.
[05:00.86]And I don't hear no one say anything about that