I should be the one that you choose But I'm in a different mood I'm rolling around breaking move These snakes on my head like medusa Dammit I thought that I knew ya But you was just showing me cool love So I hesitate with the new love Cos I'm just afraid I could lose it all I could do a million good things you'll only see me when I fall damn But that's just how it is that's just how we live They might shut me down Might give me a kiss And you know it feels some type of way Cos you know my heart gonn' break And it feel some type of cold when you are out here on your own yeahhhhh yeah But that's just how it is that's just how we live Sometimes I think everyone judging me Sometimes I think everyone loving me Sometimes I think everything bugging me Sometimes I think nobody **** with me Is you ****ing with me just to **** with me why you hit me up all this this suddenly Asking me shit like wassup with me so you could say you keep in touch with me damn thats just how it is I don't want no friends I just wants a benz haters on my cars watch use to be an offense blowing names off now they're blowing in the wind just remind me all the way back there said I'll never make my way back there it was hell j all the way back there hell j all the way back there I could do a million good things you'll only see me when I fall damn But that's just how it is that's just how we live They might shut me down Might give me a kiss And you know it feels some type of way Cos you know my heart gonn' break And it feel some type of cold when you are out here on your own yeahhhhh yeah But that's just how it is that's just how we live