[00:22.080]Deranged from the blood stains
[00:23.290]All over my brain
[00:24.450]Just another day
[00:25.690]This killer train is riding down your way
[00:27.200]I'm ****ing starting to unthread
[00:28.680]These voices that's in my head
[00:29.940]I got a romance with the dead
[00:31.230]And sleeping in river beds
[00:32.980]Damaging my organs
[00:34.080]To me they just ain't important
[00:35.520]I'm a different kind of breed
[00:36.840]The one that don't even breathe
[00:38.240]The one you ain't gotta feed
[00:39.530]Just rob and take what I need
[00:40.860]****in' product of the $uicide
[00:42.560]****in' spawn of Satan
[00:43.980]Cutting on my wrist
[00:44.990]While these women fornicating
[00:46.580]I'm debating to take my life
[00:49.470]Forsaking by sacrafice
[00:52.210]Mistaken for something nice
[01:06.300]Pile of ashes is my final form
[01:08.300]Got a roll of duct tape
[01:09.430]And a rag soaked in chloroform
[01:11.580]Flies swarm because my body's warm
[01:13.720]Shatter the urn
[01:13.940]See my blowing in the wind
[01:15.640]Like a scattered storm
[01:17.220]Grey matter splattered
[01:18.410]In front of the corner store
[01:19.600]Saw that when I was 14
[01:20.760]Walking around the 2nd ward
[01:22.320]Send him to the 7th floor
[01:23.980]Ended up with floor seats
[01:25.320]To something I didn't want to see
[01:27.160]Now that scene is in my head
[01:28.480]Every time I go to sleep
[01:29.960]When I dream I rest in peace
[01:31.230]Knowing I'll be dead
[01:33.820]Earth will be my final bed
[01:35.100]Poison me with lead
[01:36.240]Inject it into my ****ing head
[01:50.420]Pressure Pressure
[01:51.200]How do I dear deal with all this pressure
[01:52.900]In my way
[01:53.520]It's in my lungs
[01:54.160]It's in my thoughts
[01:54.760]It's in my brain
[01:55.720]A guilty conscience some might say
[01:56.990]I'm paranoid and locked away
[01:58.450]A withering weed in the garden
[01:59.910]That God wasn't suppose to save
[02:01.310](Locked up in an open grave)
[02:03.430]Reading King James Bible
[02:04.630]With a couple quotes erased
[02:05.530]But kept the ones that made me smile
[02:06.810]Do I really see everything for what it is
[02:09.280]Or is it that I can't see anything
[02:10.930]With such a bad case of denial
[02:12.190]When I die then put my body in a boat
[02:14.530]And light it on fire push me out to sea
[02:16.330]And let the wind do what I mighta
[02:17.890]No matter whatever I feel about anything
[02:20.320]It wasn't until I burned all my bridges
[02:22.290]It made my future brighter