I've forfeited my right 
To ever sleeping easy 
Again at night 
Given up on being alone 
Cause my conscience is the loudest company 
When no one's home 
And i still can't believe how quick it happened 
From momentary lapse to chain reaction 
After all these years 
I can't out run your tears 
I'll turn 98 
Still saying sorry everyday 
I need you to know that you're all that i wanted 
And that i'm still haunted 
I've been losing track of time 
Lost in thoughts of a life 
That that would not be mine 
How many bottles will it take 
To wash down the toughest pill 
That i'll have to take 
I wonder how far we could have seen it 
Can one foolish man leave fate defeated 
After all these years 
I can't out run your tears 
I'll turn 98 
Still saying sorry everyday 
I need you to know that you're all that i wanted 
And that i'm still haunted