[00:18.80]Know it's been a long time, I hear you're doing just fine
[00:21.87]Graduated, got a job and you've been working a grind
[00:24.03]You're never looking behind
[00:25.30]I know you never found me crossing your mind
[00:27.00]But I'd be lying if you didn't cross mine
[00:28.81]From time to time, I see some of your pictures online
[00:31.23]"Kindest Regards" was hard, I left my heart on the line
[00:33.70]I wrote a song for you, took a couple months of my time
[00:36.02]How can you praise him for flowers and a bottle of wine?
[00:38.39]You'll never be mine, remember the time I came to see you?
[00:40.92]I thought it would just be you, but there's twelve other people
[00:43.29]You see, there was never "We", so we could never be a sequel
[00:45.60]Thought it might've been a date that day, did anything to see you
[00:48.03]But I'm nothing more than nothing, you're bluffing saying you care
[00:50.67]Our only real connection is memories that we share
[00:53.00]I would never try to blame you, cause blaming you isn't fair
[00:55.37]Not that you care, the stress is really starting to wear
[00:57.69]And in my music, I took our story and I used it
[01:00.32]Don't care how you were feeling, I'm busy dropping my new shit
[01:02.64]Know people gonna love it, I'm buzzing after I do it
[01:04.97]I'm gifted with the curse of honesty and the truth is
[01:07.44]I loved you more than words, I didn't know how to prove it
[01:09.80]Can't tell you that in person, but always could through my music
[01:12.07]Everyone who said they cared isn't there, now I'm confused
[01:14.64]I'm broken and bruised, lonely, open, empty, and stupid, and still I
[01:17.53]I thought I had it all figured out
[01:19.58]No, you would never fall for me now
[01:21.55]I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around
[01:23.61]I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now
[01:27.23]You can hear the pain in my sound
[01:29.15]Laughed as I fell to the ground
[01:30.92]I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around
[01:33.14]I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now
[01:35.89]And I can't lie, it hurt a little when you said you didn't want me
[01:38.67]To know I never tried is what continues to haunt me
[01:41.03]Every pic I see is you and him, his Twitter trying to taunt me
[01:43.52]You think I let it go? This is old and exhausting
[01:45.94]Some offspring, family in a house is what I thought about
[01:48.36]Sometimes I wonder if he'll get that now
[01:50.43]See, we know that you picked a different path
[01:52.15]Me, I picked a different route
[01:53.21]And I can't help but laugh at how this all played out
[01:55.28]You're over me now, I'm hoping you found only the best
[01:57.60]Remember when we used to rap that Kanye West?
[01:59.92]"Graduation" in rotation 'cause you liked that best
[02:02.30]And back then I didn't want you, now look, I'm a mess
[02:04.72]I open my chest and through me you can see no spine
[02:07.13]My profile pic and lyrics I've been hiding behind
[02:09.50]It looks like you found the love that I was hoping to find
[02:11.83]The only you I love's the one that I create in my mind, and still I
[02:15.06]I thought I had it all figured out
[02:17.08]No, you would never fall for me now
[02:18.89]I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around
[02:21.06]I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now
[02:24.69]You can hear the pain in my sound
[02:26.64]Laughed as I fell to the ground
[02:28.39]I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around
[02:30.60]I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now
[02:34.33]I thought I had it all figured out
[02:36.05]No, you would never fall for me now
[02:37.97]I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around
[02:40.18]I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now
[02:43.79]You can hear the pain in my sound
[02:45.69]Laughed as I fell to the ground
[02:47.45]I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around
[02:49.77]I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now
[02:53.12]I often wonder if you ever did care
[02:54.54]I wonder why in my mind is the only time you ever were there
[02:57.51]See, we were friends, but that felt more like pretend
[02:59.50]This year is awfully clear, the real us is what I fear
[03:02.47]The one where we were only friends and I acted like we dated
[03:04.74]And nowadays our conversation is, "Hey, happy belated"
[03:07.11]And every song I wrote for you, you know you actually hate it
[03:09.58]Because you realize that you never felt the same when you played it
[03:11.94]You never cared if I made it, that's why I waited, you know me
[03:14.41]See, all the love that I've been getting through my phone feels phony
[03:16.71]I rhyme a couple words together, every girl want to blow me
[03:19.11]We're in a world full of people, yet I'm feeling so lonely
[03:21.47]If only I could tell myself there's plenty fish in the sea
[03:23.78]But see, the sea if full of sharks, fake guppies, and greed
[03:26.30]And as I find myself drowning while I'm fighting to breathe
[03:28.71]I realize that I'm in love with what I thought we could be