[00:20.43]Since ‘91 I been a menace, for real
[00:24.76]Born rotten and exposed
[00:26.45]The rose in a garden full of hoes
[00:28.29]A flowerbed of souls
[00:29.49]Where the flowers never learn
[00:30.68]They can go, they can grow, they can
[00:32.18]They can be something
[00:34.33]I’m a bird, I’m a bird, look at me frontin’
[00:36.61]Be confused and obtused, gotta mean some
[00:39.25]I don’t feel, I don’t feel, I don’t mean nothing
[00:42.25]Mama looking around, what you gotta say
[00:44.34]You probably never gave a ************* about me anyway
[00:46.98]I know I’m foolish cause I love you with my whole soul
[00:49.62]But I keep running so I ain’t gotta to go home, I don’t wanna go home
[00:53.65]Running from the fire and my brain’s in my ozone
[00:56.19]Running from the pressure ‘til I cave in my own home
[00:58.94]You don’t understand the obsessions that I got
[01:01.52]I need love, I don’t feel that *************t a lot, *************
[01:04.01]Been alone from the mother******* jump, man
[01:06.56]Every battle, every hurdle, every hump, man
[01:09.15]************* like to feel it or they mother******* don’t, man
[01:11.49]Tell em draw a line and do the mother******* shhh
[01:14.38]Man, listen, I don’t talk about myself, oh no
[01:17.07]You don’t get it, you don’t feel it, *************, oh no
[01:19.82]Where I’m from is a nightmare not a smoke show
[01:22.36]*************s never make it there, they never make it, oh no, ************* it’s up
[01:46.34]I’m from the generation that is scarred and abused
[01:50.62]For real, man
[01:51.92]You’re either dead or you’re dying or you doomed
[01:54.60]And what’s worse is nobody’s got a clue
[01:57.15]Of what the ************* that I go through in my brain
[01:59.54]That there’s a ******* beast off the mother******* chain
[02:02.18]That I’ve been having dragons and my heart be in flames
[02:05.29]Til I’m broken and too vulnerable again
[02:07.88]Love, nobody ever showed me what it was, my *************, for real
[02:13.30]I’ve been beggin' since a youngin', since a cub, my *************, for real
[02:18.54]Saw into your pretty blue soul like the rainbow
[02:21.52]A third eye, saw your devil in your angel
[02:24.06]We tried to love each other from a different angle
[02:26.60]Unfortunately, we still got strangled
[02:28.94]I don’t even know if "I'ma make it to the next day"
[02:31.53]Every day I wake up and it feels like it’s my death day
[02:34.21]You can see inside me like a mother******* x-ray
[02:36.81]Losing to my demons in a mother******* chest game
[02:39.95]It’s a hard life, I choose to lead the memories so lucidly and
[02:45.42]I’m just speaking truthfully, it’s hard to breathe, it’s hard to breathe
[02:50.91]Damn