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Since ‘91 I been a menace, for real |
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Born rotten and exposed |
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The rose in a garden full of hoes |
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A flowerbed of souls |
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Where the flowers never learn |
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They can go, they can grow, they can |
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They can be something |
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I’m a bird, I’m a bird, look at me frontin’ |
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Be confused and obtused, gotta mean some |
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I don’t feel, I don’t feel, I don’t mean nothing |
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Mama looking around, what you gotta say |
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You probably never gave a ************* about me anyway |
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I know I’m foolish cause I love you with my whole soul |
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But I keep running so I ain’t gotta to go home, I don’t wanna go home |
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Running from the fire and my brain’s in my ozone |
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Running from the pressure ‘til I cave in my own home |
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You don’t understand the obsessions that I got |
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I need love, I don’t feel that *************t a lot, ************* |
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Been alone from the mother******* jump, man |
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Every battle, every hurdle, every hump, man |
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************* like to feel it or they mother******* don’t, man |
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Tell em draw a line and do the mother******* shhh |
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Man, listen, I don’t talk about myself, oh no |
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You don’t get it, you don’t feel it, *************, oh no |
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Where I’m from is a nightmare not a smoke show |
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*************s never make it there, they never make it, oh no, ************* it’s up |
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I’m from the generation that is scarred and abused |
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For real, man |
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You’re either dead or you’re dying or you doomed |
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And what’s worse is nobody’s got a clue |
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Of what the ************* that I go through in my brain |
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That there’s a ******* beast off the mother******* chain |
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That I’ve been having dragons and my heart be in flames |
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Til I’m broken and too vulnerable again |
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Love, nobody ever showed me what it was, my *************, for real |
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I’ve been beggin' since a youngin', since a cub, my *************, for real |
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Saw into your pretty blue soul like the rainbow |
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A third eye, saw your devil in your angel |
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We tried to love each other from a different angle |
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Unfortunately, we still got strangled |
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I don’t even know if "I'ma make it to the next day" |
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Every day I wake up and it feels like it’s my death day |
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You can see inside me like a mother******* x-ray |
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Losing to my demons in a mother******* chest game |
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It’s a hard life, I choose to lead the memories so lucidly and |
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I’m just speaking truthfully, it’s hard to breathe, it’s hard to breathe |
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Damn |