She'd love to go There's something 'bout her, uh oh Yeah, oh yeah, oooh yeah, oh yeah She bad and she knows it She light one, she pours up a shot and tell me to get faded She faded away cuz she told me she'd stay Shit done changed since I went to LA Uh, Why all I ever hear is wait? And lil niggas look at me and still think I'm okay? The higher up I get, the harder this shit get to fake But if I take the fuckin' leap and I make it, they call it faith! I bet I'll miss, they call it dumb, nigga dear depart These niggas live for television, they tarot cards They well wishers, they change throwers A month from now I turn around and all my niggas holdin' flame throwers That’s paranoia, that’s Nathan for ya I started doubtin' bout myself That was basically a forfeit I was chained up, mixin' sprite and purp up in the same cup I got faded, but you niggas never fade us, yeah Ya'll forgot I ain't forgave that Chain snatch the pressure off my chest where it hangs at Uh, except I kept it bottled up, so I never really left with the darkness it swallowed [01:15.30 Light one, pour one, no one Can't tell me nothin', I'm just doing me Tell em let me breathe I just got to find a way to silence all the screams, nigga Light one, pour one, no one Can't tell me nothin', I'm just doin' me Tell em let me breathe I just got to find a way to silence all the screams I had to leave to make a classic, pretty sure I'd be Bach In the studio I flow, an engineer with no accomplice Shit, I did it for the art, but it's hard when your mind is shootin missiles at your heart Yeah nigga, I'm on shit just to keep my mind off