[00:08.061]I could feel a hot one taking me down [00:11.521]For a moment I could feel the force [00:15.851]Fainted to the point of tears [00:19.081]And you were holding on to make a point [00:22.971]What's the point [00:31.251]I'm but a clean man stable and alone man [00:35.061]Make it so I won't have to try [00:38.841]The faces always stay the same [00:42.391]So I face the fact that I'm just fine [00:45.411]I said that I'm just fine [00:54.411]I remember head down [00:56.331]After you had found out [00:58.121]Manna is a hell of a drug [01:02.091]And I need a little more I think [01:05.061]Because enough is never quite enough [01:09.241]What's enough [01:17.551]I took it like a grown man crying on the pavement [01:21.341]Hoping you would show your face [01:25.391]But I haven't heard a thing you've said [01:28.861]In at least a couple hundred days [01:32.901]What'd you say [01:40.861]I was in the front seat shaking it out [01:44.201]And I was asking if you felt alright [01:48.461]I never want to hear the truth [01:51.761]I want to hear your voice it sounded fine [01:55.211]My voice it sounded fine [02:04.071]I could feel my heartbeat taking me down [02:07.211]And for the moment I would sleep alright [02:11.671]I'm dealing with a selfish fear [02:14.991]To keep me up another restless night [02:18.231]Another restless night [02:27.251]The blood was dry it was sober [02:30.871]The feeling of audible cracks [02:36.891]And I could tell it was over [02:40.051]From the curtains that hung from your neck [02:46.451]And I realized that then you were perfect [02:49.791]And my teeth ripping out of my head [02:54.031]And it looked like a painting I once knew [02:57.161]Back when my thoughts weren't entirely intact [03:03.791]To pray for what I thought were angels [03:07.551]Ended up being ambulances [03:13.561]And the Lord showed me dreams of my daughter [03:17.071]She was crying inside your stomach [03:23.121]And I felt love again