[00:36.66]Got a nice tight grip [00:38.89]so do I slice the wrist like this [00:40.91]first and final performance [00:42.08]up on that violin [00:43.54]no encore standing ovation then I'm gone [00:46.47]dark blood red in my glass [00:47.94]I hit the floor [00:49.06]shattered I will drown [00:50.26]in the pool of broken souls [00:51.52]not a single memory [00:52.85]of when my days were golden [00:54.17]either way the finale is [00:55.44]when the casket makes the grand closing [00:56.80]to the dirt where I started [00:58.32]forget a platinum coffin [00:59.48]plant my body in the dirt [01:00.65]I'll grow a famine for the heartless [01:03.43]Take me to a lower plane [01:05.22]anchors on my ankles tied [01:06.53]with everything I've gained [01:07.50]and I'm drowning [01:08.81]and I'm still holding on [01:11.09]to all my broken dreams [01:12.72]shadows from my past keeps trying [01:14.33]to get the best of me hey [01:19.19]and I'm still holding on [01:21.77]when I'm hearing your voice [01:23.79]I know this is right [01:25.07]where I want to be hey [01:29.76]I'm drowning [01:30.73]I'm drowning [01:32.24]I'm drowning [01:33.01]I'm drowning [01:35.64]I still keep holding on [01:39.73]Mom's in the kitchen [01:40.53]washing dishes with her tears [01:41.90]got me fiending for success damn [01:43.37]I'm wishing it was here [01:44.72]ballers on the yachts fishing [01:46.13]with official gear [01:47.20]but I can still catch a winner while [01:48.81]I'm fishing off the peers [01:50.29]I can eat pride [01:51.29]but it brings sharp pains [01:52.57]to my heart [01:53.43]veins being humble is hard thang [01:54.43]is a product of the earth [01:55.30]Destined to be cursed [01:56.82]Life's a bitch can't make this work [01:58.88]damn it hurts every time we flirt [02:00.51]my status minimum worth [02:01.61]and it won't stop falling [02:03.00]them high rollers [02:04.05]shot callers hope I don't stop crawling [02:05.62]my right hand man said [02:07.11]That I have what it takes [02:08.68]to blow out these candle rappers [02:09.98]and bring home the sweetest cake [02:11.46]what a waste [02:12.31]I'm still holding on [02:14.84]to all my broken dreams [02:16.41]shadows from my past [02:17.47]keeps trying to get the best of me hey [02:22.89]and I'm still holding on [02:25.38]when I'm hearing your voice [02:27.40]I know this is right where I want to be [02:33.36]I'm drowning [02:34.08]I'm drowning [02:35.90]I'm drowning [02:36.46]I'm drowning [02:38.90]I still keep holding on [02:43.15]Forever I want to drown down here [02:45.87]nobody else seems to care [02:48.92]Please don't make a sound [02:51.56]It's all about me right now [02:54.24]Why the hell am I here for [02:56.67]Why the hell am I here for [02:58.63]Tell me now now now [03:00.84]Tell me now now now [03:05.22]I'm still holding on [03:07.92]to all my broken dreams [03:09.49]shadows from my past [03:10.65]keeps trying to get the best of me hey [03:16.01]and I'm still holding on [03:18.58]when I'm hearing your voice [03:20.61]I know this is right where I want to be [03:23.92]Yeah [03:26.64]I'm drowning [03:27.30]I'm drowning [03:29.17]I'm drowning [03:29.73]I'm drowning [03:32.16]I still keep holding on