[00:07.49]I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind [00:14.96]I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes [00:21.42]But i can't sleep [00:24.13]And oh god I wanted to be your high [00:29.38]But everything I said it went unheard [00:33.14]And everything you saw with eyes straight blurred [00:36.80]Became our downfall [00:40.80]Cause you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much [00:44.79]But I know you lied when you said that you just gotta go and save yourself [00:51.90]So hear me out [00:54.96]You know everybody talks, girl [00:58.48]And it means nothing till you let it [01:00.94]But if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end [01:06.37] [01:07.50]But you can leave if you really want to [01:13.79]And you can run if you feel you have to [01:19.77]Now I'll be fine if you ever ask me [01:29.05]I know its hard, but no one said its easy [01:34.32]Falling's easy [01:37.07]But there's only one way up [01:40.72]So I been thinking that i think too much [01:44.09]And I can't sleep but I can dream of us [01:48.35]And I've been seeing shit like horror cuts [01:52.09]Its burning down, I gotta drown this out [01:55.19]And you said you need me to let this go [02:01.02]But it's who I am or am I just losing it [02:05.25]Cause' you said jump and I went first but falling's always been my downfall [02:12.46] [02:13.17]And you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much [02:16.77]But I know you lied when you said that you just had enough and save yourself [02:24.40]So hear me out [02:27.04]You know everybody talks girl [02:30.72]And it means nothing till you let it [02:32.73]And if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end [02:38.09] [02:38.79]But you can leave if you really want to [02:45.77]And you can run if you feel you have to [02:52.14]And I can drink if I feel I have to [03:00.40]I know its hard, but I can't feel like i used to [03:06.46]Like I used to [03:11.16]Cause' I used to defy gravity [03:17.19]Defy gravity [03:21.50]Goodbyes keep dragging me [03:27.54]Down [03:29.73]And I'm fighting gravity [03:34.98]Defying gravity [03:38.54]I tried but I keep falling [03:43.26]Cause' falling's easy [03:46.76]But it only brings you down