[00:01.080]Yeah...
[00:03.499]It's my life...
[00:04.200]My own words I guess...
[00:06.400]
[00:06.810]Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
[00:10.060]Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
[00:13.160]When they know they're your heart
[00:14.800] And you know you were their armor and you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
[00:19.800]But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
[00:23.020]And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
[00:26.030]What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
[00:28.910]"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
[00:32.220]"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
[00:35.999]I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
[00:39.100]Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself
[00:41.880]I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
[00:44.910]Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
[00:48.800]And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
[00:51.700]That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
[00:54.910]Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...
[00:58.130]
[00:58.770]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[01:01.100]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[01:04.800]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[01:06.850]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[01:11.000]Just smile back
[01:11.990]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[01:14.300]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[01:17.800]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[01:20.240]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[01:23.210]Just smile back...
[01:24.620]
[01:25.450]I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
[01:28.500]She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
[01:31.199]"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
[01:34.650]Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
[01:38.390]"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
[01:40.979]"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
[01:44.100]She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
[01:47.279]"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
[01:50.369]Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
[01:54.200]It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
[01:57.330]I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
[02:00.039]These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
[02:03.340]They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
[02:06.950]Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
[02:10.169]And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
[02:12.910]It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
[02:16.260]And I'm singing...
[02:17.050]
[02:17.270]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[02:19.320]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[02:22.320]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[02:24.950]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[02:28.270]Just smile back
[02:29.800]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[02:32.290]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[02:35.180]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[02:37.730]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[02:41.100]Just smile back...
[02:41.910]
[02:42.150]Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
[02:44.629]The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
[02:47.740]I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
[02:50.800]They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
[02:54.410]I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
[02:57.480]"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
[03:00.920]But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
[03:04.020]"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
[03:07.390]"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
[03:10.010]"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
[03:13.470]"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
[03:16.630]"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are gone"
[03:19.920]But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
[03:22.940]"Now go up there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
[03:26.470]That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
[03:30.129]It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
[03:35.350]Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
[03:39.120]I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
[03:42.320]How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
[03:45.250]I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
[03:48.770]Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pump it
[03:51.980]The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
[03:57.340]That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
[04:02.350]It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk up to Kim and kiss her
[04:07.300]Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
[04:11.110]Almost as if to say..
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[04:12.400]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[04:15.300]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[04:17.660]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[04:19.910]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[04:23.620]Just smile back
[04:24.690]And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
[04:27.410]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
[04:30.290]Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
[04:33.100]And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
[04:36.450]Just smile back...
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