[00:01.17]I'm a little nutty and I know it
[00:02.82]but if you go back and
[00:04.01]take a look at my history
[00:05.35]you will see that I'm
[00:06.32]not the only one who's off his rocker
[00:08.47]there were many before me
[00:10.63]I was always labelled
[00:11.38]the black sheep of the family what a bad seed I
[00:13.84]grow to be but if you take a look
[00:16.67]at us now you'll see the apple didn't fall too far from the tree
[00:19.08]
[00:20.46]（haha） alright, look
[00:25.71]I'ma tell you the story
[00:26.81]from my side maybe you'll understand check it out
[00:31.00]you done witnessed
[00:31.62]unexplainable shit
[00:32.38]too insane to explain
[00:33.97]people run from what
[00:35.23]the just don't get
[00:36.42]maybe Shady shoulda
[00:37.06]just hit 'em with a little bit
[00:38.58]did I spit too soon?
[00:39.78]Should I of spoon fed 'em it?
[00:41.32]but I was just so eager
[00:42.59]to prove I was even worth
[00:43.78]being in the same
[00:44.79]
[00:45.29]league or the room with of the people
[00:47.63]of whom I was in every now and then I
[00:49.96]look up like I was seeking approval
[00:51.74]was it because of the
[00:53.06]pigment of my skin
[00:54.18]or was it a figment of
[00:55.51]my imagination
[00:56.39]maybe it bothered me
[00:57.96]more than it did them
[00:59.16]maybe it wasn't a big
[01:00.79]deal back then
[01:01.86]but to me it was, see
[01:03.56]what it was was
[01:04.44]I had developed the
[01:05.31]complex from being judged
[01:06.46]Proof spit his verse,
[01:07.78]now I'm next, let's see who
[01:09.66]I'm in the booth
[01:11.18]staring back to see who's mugs
[01:13.01]I get a reaction from,
[01:13.94]usually the first thumb was from
[01:15.07]Proof
[01:15.32]and the rest of the
[01:16.52]group backed him up
[01:17.52]and no one lied to
[01:18.60]each other cause none of us had deals
[01:20.16]it was real, we just
[01:21.29]wanted tickets for that meal
[01:22.55]Sometimes I feel like
[01:24.18]it's just me
[01:25.43]sometimes I feel like
[01:26.69]I'm going crazy
[01:27.69]but take a look at my
[01:29.26]family
[01:30.39]cause the apple don't
[01:31.40]fall too far from the tree
[01:32.96]I said ...
[01:33.66]sometimes I feel like
[01:34.90]it's just me
[01:35.67]sometimes I feel like
[01:36.80]I'm going crazy
[01:38.12]but take a look at my
[01:39.57]family
[01:40.64]cause the apple don't
[01:41.96]fall too far from the tree
[01:43.59]Ever since my mother
[01:44.67]was pregnant
[01:45.42]with her second egg
[01:46.36]cause she said
[01:47.17]that I had a baby sister
[01:48.74]who fell out of the window
[01:50.56]I was too young to remember
[01:51.75]Kansas City projects
[01:52.57]I was like 5, 6, and how come
[01:54.58]I remember Malcolm,
[01:55.64]Isaac, and Boogie
[01:56.72]if it was the projects in Missouri?
[01:58.79]cause those're my best
[01:59.87]friends until Isaac
[02:00.55]took my tricycle and
[02:01.75]my uncle Todd went to try to go get it back
[02:04.44]and ended up getting
[02:05.46]jumped and cut in the gut with a
[02:07.28]switch and 70-some stitches
[02:08.48]which is still, to this day
[02:10.55]why my mother still
[02:11.49]tries to show me some old fake picture
[02:13.32]of a fictitious little
[02:14.70]sister who never existed and this is why part of
[02:17.21]my life's so twisted
[02:18.21]but I can never be as
[02:20.72]sick as that bitch is
[02:21.92]and, by the way, that
[02:22.99]picture's one of my relatives
[02:24.12]Sometimes I feel like
[02:25.75]it's just me
[02:27.08]sometimes I feel like
[02:28.40]I'm going crazy
[02:29.77]but take a look at my
[02:31.29]family
[02:31.66]cause the apple don't
[02:33.43]fall too far from the tree
[02:34.86]I said ...
[02:35.49]sometimes I feel like
[02:36.67]it's just me
[02:37.44]sometimes I feel like
[02:38.68]I'm going crazy
[02:40.01]but take a look at my
[02:41.76]family
[02:42.52]cause the apple don't
[02:43.85]fall too far from the tree
[02:45.42]You probably have to
[02:46.49]peel back layers upon layers of
[02:47.99]pain to see why everything
[02:49.36]I say is so insane
[02:50.68]what's different about my brain that separates me
[02:53.45]from other players in this game? on the surface, it may
[02:56.60]seem like a scheme or some sort of scam
[02:58.86]for me to get some damn sympathy
[03:00.25]but that's the last thing
[03:01.63]I need is for people
[03:02.95]to walk around feeling
[03:05.08]sorry for me （me）
[03:05.96]and I'm not a G, never
[03:07.22]claimed to be
[03:07.72]I gave my vest to
[03:08.85]Cashis,
[03:09.04]he'll need it more than me
[03:10.73]but we'll see, cause we ain't lookin' for beef
[03:13.24]but if it comes our
[03:14.43]way, what do we, turn the other
[03:16.21]cheek? come on
[03:16.95]Sometimes I feel like
[03:18.02]it's just me
[03:18.71]sometimes I feel like
[03:20.09]I'm going crazy
[03:21.16]but take a look at my family
[03:23.73]cause the apple don't
[03:24.99]fall too far from the tree
[03:26.50]I said ...
[03:27.20]sometimes I feel like
[03:28.26]it's just me
[03:29.08]sometimes I feel like
[03:30.39]I'm going crazy
[03:31.59]but take a look at my
[03:33.40]family
[03:34.03]cause the apple don't
[03:35.60]fall too far from the tree