[00:03.42]It's like I've been waiting my whole life for this [00:05.19] [00:07.34]For this chance for y'all to hear me [00:10.93] [00:13.61]Some things I gotta get off my chest though [00:15.22] [00:18.79]Just so y'all know [00:19.55] [00:20.43]Uh yeah [00:22.14] [00:24.26]They say only the good die young [00:26.27]And wit that said [00:27.64]Ain't don't get no better than me [00:29.25]Ain't coming for my head [00:30.65]I represented for y'all when I came through the market [00:33.47]By becoming who I am I became a target [00:36.40]And what hurts is all the bullshit comes from my own kind [00:39.31]They say Jin's fake he don't keep it real in his rhymes [00:42.32]He make us look soft [00:43.38]That kid ain't commit no crimes [00:45.10]You damn right [00:46.41]Want me to say it then fine [00:48.07]I ain't a killer I ain't a gangster and I ain't no thug [00:51.01]I don't walk around with guns and I don't sell drugs [00:53.81]I'm not a murderer I ain't never said I was [00:56.70]So what the fuck y'all hating on me for huh [00:59.36]Listen to me [01:00.14]See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh [01:02.05]So crucified cadillac [01:04.75]My mama would be so disgusted ohhh [01:07.89]If she knew the way these grown folks act [01:10.59]See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo [01:13.78]And I won't let them hold me down no nooo [01:16.39]You tell her that I'm okay [01:17.84] [01:18.48]You tell her that I'll make a way somehow [01:22.13]Eh yo Jin you double r bust ya guns [01:24.34]I ain't about that shit [01:25.37] [01:25.89]Trouble just comes my way [01:27.27]I don't invite that shit [01:28.75]I got a career here [01:30.01]I ain't looking for fights to pick [01:31.75]Got more pain in my heart than I knew could exist [01:34.58]Like that night they pulled them guns out and banged my man [01:37.42]I was like fuck rap I almost had a change of plans [01:40.34]Word he took a bullet for me how I'm gon repay that man [01:43.18]What if he would've died what I'm supposed to say to his fam [01:46.38]The life I chose endangered all my family and friends [01:49.05]Some shit I wish I could change but can't promise I can [01:52.00]People are killed to get to the position I'm at [01:54.83]Only to die here and find out it ain't worth that [01:57.44]See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh [01:59.96]So crucified cadillac [02:02.93]My mama would be so disgusted ohhh [02:05.80]If she knew the way these grown folks act [02:08.78]See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo [02:11.81]And I won't let them hold me down no nooo [02:14.58]You tell her that I'm okay [02:16.05] [02:16.83]You tell her that I'll make a way somehow [02:20.49]That's how they getting down [02:22.26]Two turntables and a rapper that was that was [02:24.75]That was how they did it then this how they do it now [02:27.85]Twenty young men with they gats up [02:30.11]Got to travel like that or they'll try to attack us [02:32.71]That's how they getting down [02:33.80]The greats settled they beef with rap battles [02:35.75]Let's go that's how they did it then this how they do it now [02:39.21]If they ain't better than you now they shooting at you [02:41.51]Know it sounds tragic but hey you know [02:43.70]That's how they getting down [02:45.06]So what I'm supposed to do [02:46.09]Keep twenty bodyguards and a large entourage [02:48.92]Cause everybody's hard [02:50.31]Sometimes I wonder what happened to love and respect [02:53.02]All I see now is hatred and death [02:54.90]That's how they did it then this how they do it now [02:56.92]See I don't really hold no grudge ohhh [02:58.44]So crucified cadillac [03:01.08]My mama would be so disgusted ohhh [03:03.95]If she knew the way these grown folks act [03:06.90]See I won't let them cramp my style no nooo [03:09.91]And I won't let them hold me down no nooo [03:12.75]You tell her that I'm okay [03:14.21] [03:14.94]You tell her that I'll make a way somehow [03:18.17] [03:18.79]You tell her that I'm okay uh [03:21.10]You tell her that I'll make a way somehow tell her I'll be okay [03:24.86]You tell her that I'm okay uh [03:27.02]You tell her that I'll make a way somehow talk to them lyfe yeah [03:31.18]Tell her that I'm okay tell her [03:34.07]And I made a way [03:35.46] [03:36.05]Girl on my own my way girl uh [03:40.69]