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[00:08.42]Oh I can't get out
[00:10.73]Invisible handcuffs locked on me
[00:14.62]Been praying for my period all week
[00:18.33]And relief that I just can't see
[00:24.26]I question everything
[00:26.50]My focus, my figure, my sexuality
[00:30.46]And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
[00:34.92]I can't keep it together
[00:37.19]I've been better
[00:38.18]I've been thinking about it every night
[00:43.17]I'm trying, I am
[00:47.08]I'm trying, I am
[00:49.47]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
[00:53.04]Trying all the time, I am
[00:56.89]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
[01:00.93]Trying trying
[01:03.08]Why am I
[01:12.11]I can't get out
[01:14.41]There's no flawless education just a stupid degree
[01:18.34]The feeling of growing so far from myself
[01:21.65]I can't reach, I can't reach, I can't reach
[01:27.83]So I brush it off, cause I want it bad
[01:31.78]And there's no dusting up
[01:33.68]When you want like that, here's a ship
[01:36.67]There's a wreck, better keep yourself in check cause
[01:40.45]All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
[01:46.84]I'm trying, I am
[01:50.88]I'm trying, I am
[01:52.92]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
[01:56.60]Trying all the time, I am
[02:00.64]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
[02:04.59]Trying, trying
[02:06.93]Why am I...?
[02:10.19]If it counts for anything
[02:13.53]I didn't want to
[02:17.49]I'm just looking for clarity
[02:20.58]To help me get through
[02:26.13]If you're set in your ways
[02:29.47]What can I do, Ease up
[02:34.59]So that I can break it down for you can't
[02:38.85]Feed a beast you
[02:40.80]Leave unleashed it'll
[02:42.80]Come right back to you
[02:47.70]I'm trying
[03:09.53]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
[03:13.24]Trying all the time, I am
[03:17.22]Trying to hide from my mind, I am
[03:21.11]Trying, trying
[03:23.46]Why am I...?
[03:27.79]Why am I?
[03:31.71]Why why?
[03:35.65]Why am I?