[00:00.000] 作词 : Mark Kozelek [00:01.000] 作曲 : Mark Kozelek [00:14.66]Damn if I didn't just go walking and find some horses [00:18.79]A man-made lake and some trees [00:21.24] [00:22.17]Came back to my room all covered in sweat [00:25.53]Here at the Swiss Waldhaus Hotel [00:27.71] [00:29.03]Filled out an application for a work visa [00:32.48] [00:33.50]For Japan and Australia [00:35.17] [00:35.93]It's been a few weeks since I've left home [00:38.91]And I feel out of place [00:40.80]And out of my element [00:42.18] [00:43.62]I work from 7 at night [00:46.06]Until 5 AM when the AD says "Wrap" [00:49.42] [00:50.55]And a runner named Fabio flashlights me back to my hotel [00:55.29]Before the sun comes up [00:57.64]Then I get in my bed [00:59.26] [00:59.98]And talk with my girl on the phone to the birds chirping [01:03.54] [01:04.37]How the hell did I end up playing myself in an Italian film [01:08.31] [01:09.05]Set in a ski town in Switzerland [01:11.07] [01:40.40]Damn if I didn't just go walk in the yard [01:43.39] [01:43.98]So alone on my night off [01:46.96] [01:47.81]I felt like Jimmy Page walking the mountains out behind Aleister Crowley's house [01:54.00] [01:54.99]It was too dark and it got so cold [01:57.46] [01:58.34]That I turned back around [02:00.61]Came back to my room read Graham Nash's Wild Tales [02:04.13] [02:04.64]Til I fell asleep to the sound [02:07.02] [02:18.03]The sound of the birds [02:19.25] [02:22.25]The birds of Flims [02:24.65] [02:26.63]Yeah I've asked around [02:28.12] [02:30.00]But nobody knows the names of 'em [02:32.91] [02:35.61]Of the birds [02:36.81] [02:39.67]The birds of Flims [02:41.89] [02:44.14]Yeah I've asked around [02:45.44] [02:47.37]But nobody knows the names of 'em [02:50.36] [02:54.04]Damn if I didn't just go walking down the road [02:57.07]When a girl named Veronica stopped me [03:00.49] [03:01.30]She said she was from Milan and that she recognized me from the film [03:05.36]And that today was her birthday [03:07.43] [03:08.45]We talked a little bit [03:09.89]But there was a barrier [03:11.00]And she went one way and I went the other [03:14.85]And I walked along the dandelions and down to market [03:18.65] [03:19.88]Where I bought her some flowers [03:21.98] [03:22.78]On the way back to my hotel [03:24.66]I left them in the lobby of hers with a note [03:26.96]"Veronica happy birthday - Mark" [03:29.20]And when I saw her again on the set [03:31.57]She said "Grazie" and I could tell the gesture [03:34.64]Had touched her heart [03:36.63]Damn if I didn't go to dinner last night with Paul [03:39.87]But his throat was sore [03:41.33]And I could see that he was feeling ill [03:43.46]He spends more time on the set than I do [03:46.15]And it's cold out there [03:47.26]And the last two days he was playing Hitler [03:51.52]I could see he was grappling with that [03:53.88]And I felt bad and I gave him some words of support [03:57.40]And we talked about John Hughes movies home ownership [04:00.38]And the cost of living in San Francisco and New York [04:05.02]And damn if I didn't go out later with a set dresser [04:08.99]Or something like that [04:10.64]Named Cipriana [04:12.43]We talked for four hours at a bar down the street [04:15.02]And the music was terrible [04:16.18]But yeah I liked her kinda [04:18.86] [04:19.62]She's been with someone for four or five years [04:21.72]And I kinda figured that anyhow and told her "Well so have I" [04:26.24]And that made life easier for both of us [04:28.27]And I walked her drunk a** back to her room [04:30.67]And like a gentleman I didn't try [04:33.52] [04:43.92]And I went to my room [04:45.41] [04:47.27]I looked down at the waterfront [04:49.49] [04:52.52]From my balcony I felt [04:54.02] [04:56.08]The surrealness of my surroundings [04:59.36] [05:01.42]I got in my bed [05:02.78] [05:04.70]Looked up at the baby blue ceilings above [05:07.73] [05:10.30]And thought of my home [05:11.78] [05:12.45]And my girl [05:13.40] [05:13.91]And I ached for her love [05:15.99] [06:16.80]Damn when it all ended [06:18.36]If I didn't have them fly me out [06:21.77]To New Orleans [06:23.53] [06:24.14]Where I saw kitty cats sleeping on porches [06:27.10]And drank real iced tea for the first time in six to eight weeks [06:31.27]It was nice not having to walk down that awkward path again [06:35.04]And not to have to yell or to holler [06:37.88]About eating pasta pomodoro for the 38th time in a month [06:41.88]If its price was 60 Swiss f**kin' francs [06:45.59]Damn if I didn't go walking the next afternoon [06:48.41] [06:49.47]Down Oretha Castle [06:51.50]I ate a catfish lunch at Cafe Reconcile [06:55.52]With a side of macaroni and cheese [06:57.56]And cornbread and collard greens [06:59.34] [06:59.96]Saw it advertised on channel 99 [07:03.06] [07:03.85]The public access channel [07:05.91] [07:06.48]And I walked across the street to a gym [07:08.58]And I watched two fighters spar [07:09.84]And I talked to them during their break [07:11.46]While they sipped on their Snapple [07:13.12] [07:14.38]And I thought what is life if not a fight [07:17.87]Or a test of will and grace [07:20.24] [07:21.05]Some would match it by throwing bombs like Mike Tyson [07:24.59]But some like Pernell are slippery and win cleverly [07:26.97] [07:28.04]Some are fearless like Gatti [07:30.09]But like Henry Akinwande [07:31.11] [07:32.29]Some of them buckle and stall [07:34.25] [07:35.20]When the going gets tough with much due respect [07:37.60]Some of them break down and cry [07:39.22]Like Oliver "The Atomic Bomb" McCall [07:42.59]Life's a chess game for all of us [07:44.83]Hit don't be hit jab and hook and feint and bob and weave [07:48.41] [07:49.09]When the fighters got back in the ring [07:51.11]I thought of my own fight in life [07:52.80]And it was time to be leaving [07:55.17] [07:56.59]And damn if I didn't go to the airport [07:59.13]And fly up to Cleveland Ohio [08:03.37]I had dinner at Sylvester's in North Canton with my girlfriend and her friends [08:06.79]And for the first time in a while [08:08.61]I was surrounded by genuine smiles (beautiful smiles) [08:11.44]There at the table with all of them I felt content [08:13.96] [08:15.00]And grounded and rooted again [08:17.42]And was dropped off to face the hardships [08:20.03]Of a single mom who happens to be one of my closest and dearest friends [08:22.93] [08:25.23]Fell asleep in her spare room to the sound of crop dusters [08:28.19] [08:29.24]And cars on the highway [08:30.67] [08:32.13]Back to my roots where unconditional love [08:34.65]Rules over everything [08:35.96]And I could no longer hear the birds of Flims