he feel he can't live no more? What you want from me? You want blood from me, Our friend*************p seemed to be based on what I could do for you, homie The sad fact is I'm the type of person that would take two for you, homie You ever give so much till a muh****** can't give no more? Give so much of his soul that want another dub from me, money? You wanna drain me of every single mother******* drop of love from me, money? I can feel the eyes staring at me even when it's dark, even when it's cold I can feel Allah staring at me even though I'm marked, even though I'm old Y'all are just some "gimme" muh******s, "take more off Vinnie" muh******s Never giving back, don't know how to act, just a bunch of *************tty muh******s Gradually night goes on, gradually life goes on It's tearing me apart, never really thought that I'd have to right this wrong I don't think I'm anti-love, I just think I'm anti-y'all I just think I'm anti-every-muh******-tryna-plan-my-fall I was never planning to be great, something that began as a mistake But me being me, mama always told me I should always share what's on the plate And just waking up is enough of a struggle today And most of these phonies that's close to me push me away But there ain't no reason I'm keeping this enemy deep in my veins Cause I love the pain And just waking up is enough of a struggle, I don't wanna deal with the darkness Have a mother****** laid up by himself tryna heal from the conflict Ever have someone close to you tell you that you really can't when you can? I wouldn't know nothing 'bout that bull*************t and that's the stamp of a man And the same one who blamed me, the same one who defamed me Can't make his own cash, can't wipe his own ass like a baby Everything is past or it's light, everything is passion and hate Everything is everything and I don't think I need to keep a track of the date Everybody take what I offer, everybody play like a pauper The same ones with they hands out, be the same ones that hate when I prosper Tryna be a gentleman of sorts, tryna be a better man, of course Tryna set a living, understand that I'ma always be a veteran of loss What's the physiology of love? What's the physiology of pain? What's the physiology of every single person that will probably get to reign? I don't like when liberty is wrong, I don't like when misery is gone I can tell all y'all one thing: all y'all gone' miss me when I'm gone And just waking up is enough of a struggle today And most of these phonies that's close to me push me away But there ain't no reason I'm keeping this enemy deep in my veins Cause I love the pain And just waking up is enough of a struggle today And most of these phonies that's close to me push me away But there ain't no reason I'm keeping this enemy deep in my veins Cause I love the pain