[00:25.23]Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
[00:26.76]And the pain attached to them
[00:28.43]Sometimes i wonder why this is happenin'
[00:30.86]It's like nothing i could do would distract me when
[00:33.13]I think of how i shot myself in the back again
[00:35.53]Cause from the infinite words i could say
[00:37.86]I put all the pain you gave to me on display
[00:40.02]But didn't realize instead of setting it free i
[00:42.99]Took what i hated and made it apart of me
[00:45.52]It never goes away
[00:49.46]And now
[00:50.31]You've become a part of me
[00:53.09]You'll always be right here
[00:55.22]You've become a part of me
[00:57.84]You'll always be my fear
[01:00.00]I can't separate
[01:02.83]Myself from what i've done
[01:04.81]Giving up on part of me
[01:07.85]I've let myself become you
[01:14.79]Hearing your name
[01:15.72]The memories come back again
[01:17.58]I remember when it started happenin'
[01:19.76]I'd see you in every thought i had and then
[01:21.99]My thoughts slowly found words attached to them
[01:24.67]And i knew as they escaped away
[01:26.29]I was committing myself to 'em
[01:28.24]And every day i regret saying those things
[01:30.49]Cause now i see that i
[01:31.99]Took what i hated and made it apart of me
[01:34.51]It never goes away
[01:38.52]And now
[01:39.36]You've become a part of me
[01:42.04]You'll always be right here
[01:44.14]You've become a part of me
[01:46.85]You'll always be my fear
[01:48.97]I can't separate
[01:51.82]Myself from what i've done
[01:53.77]Giving up on part of me
[01:56.49]I've let myself become you
[02:01.55]It never goes away
[02:10.27]Get away from me!
[02:11.67]Give me my space back' you've gotta just (go!)
[02:14.26]Everything just comes down to memories of (you!)
[02:16.53]I've kept it in without letting you (know!)
[02:18.84]I've let you go! so get away from me!
[02:21.27]Give me my space back' you've gotta just (go!)
[02:23.66]Everything just comes down to memories of (you)
[02:26.19]I've kept it in without letting you (know!)
[02:28.42]I've let you go!
[02:29.75]And now
[02:30.73]You've become a part of me
[02:33.74]You'll always be right here
[02:35.44]You've become a part of me
[02:38.21]You'll always be my fear
[02:40.36]I can't separate
[02:43.26]Myself from what i've done
[02:45.17]Giving up on part of me
[02:48.05]I've let myself become you
[02:52.95]I've let myself become you
[02:57.77]I've let myself become lostinside these thoughts of you.
[03:04.65]Giving up on part of me
[03:08.00]I've let myself become you
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[03:20.60]09《Breaking The Habit》
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[03:38.50]Memories concern
[03:41.23]Like opening the wound
[03:43.77]I'm picking me apart again
[03:48.07]You all assume
[03:50.50]I'm safer in my room
[03:53.25]Unless I try to start again
[03:57.38]I don't want to be the one
[03:59.44]Who battles always choose
[04:01.51]Cuz inside I realize
[04:04.04]That I'm the one confused
[04:06.35]I don't know what's worth fighting for
[04:08.91]Or why I have to scream
[04:11.06]I don't know why I instigate
[04:13.64]And say what I don't mean
[04:15.86]I don't know how I got this way
[04:18.53]I know it's not alright
[04:20.61]So I'm breaking the habit
[04:25.60]I'm breaking the habit tonight
[04:36.10]Cultured my cure
[04:38.99]I tightly lock the door
[04:41.19]I try to catch my breath again
[04:45.34]I hurt much more
[04:48.49]Than anytime before
[04:50.72]I have no options left again
[04:54.73]I dont want to be the one
[04:56.89]Who battles always choose
[04:58.95]Cuz inside I realize
[05:01.76]That I'm the one confused
[05:03.87]I don't know what's worth fighting for
[05:06.46]Or why I have to scream
[05:08.66]I don't know why I instigate
[05:11.26]And say what I don't mean
[05:13.26]I don't know how I got this way
[05:16.17]I'll never be alright
[05:18.13]So, I'm breaking the habit
[05:23.04]I'm breaking the habit tonight
[05:29.27]I'll paint it on the walls
[05:33.95]Cuz I'm the one that falls
[05:38.39]I'll never fight again
[05:43.38]And this is how it ends
[05:47.12]I don't know what's worth fighting for
[05:49.75]Or why I have to scream
[05:51.92]But now I have some clarity
[05:54.45]to show you what I mean
[05:56.79]I don't know how I got this way
[05:59.35]I'll never be alright
[06:01.21]So, I'm breaking the habit
[06:06.22]I'm breaking the habit
[06:11.16]I'm breaking the habit tonight
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[06:35.52]10《From The Inside》
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[06:59.29]I don't know who to trust your surprise
[07:03.93](Everyone feels so far away from me)
[07:07.25]Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
[07:12.64](Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit)
[07:16.24](Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
[07:19.75](All I ever think about is this)
[07:21.47](All the tiring time between)
[07:23.23](And how trying to put my trust in you)
[07:25.88](just takes so much out of me)
[07:27.56]Take everything from the inside
[07:33.02]and throw it all away
[07:36.71]Cuz I swear for the last time
[07:40.41]I won't trust myself with you
[07:44.65]Tension is building inside steadily
[07:49.89](Everyone feels so far away from me)
[07:52.24]Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me
[07:57.63](Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit)
[08:01.65](Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
[08:05.13](All I ever think about is this)
[08:07.00](All the tiring time between)
[08:09.06](And how trying to put my trust in you)
[08:11.52](just takes so much out of me)
[08:13.24]Take everything from the inside
[08:18.45]and throw it all away
[08:21.54]Cuz I swear for the last time
[08:25.72]I won't trust myself with you
[08:33.21]I won't waste myself on you
[08:37.86]You
[08:39.44]You
[08:41.54]Waste myself on you
[08:45.03]You
[08:47.21]You
[08:49.18]I'll take everything from the inside
[08:56.27]and throw it all away
[09:00.01]Cuz I swear for the last time
[09:03.54]I won't trust myself with you
[09:07.61]Everything from the inside
[09:11.28]and just throw it all away
[09:15.32]Cuz I swear for the last time
[09:18.59]I won't trust myself with you
[09:23.03]You
[09:25.01]You
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[09:32.61]11《Nobody's Listening》
[09:34.46]
[09:41.23]Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
[09:43.87]The number one question is how could you ignore it
[09:46.24]And drop right back in the cut over basement tracks
[09:49.03]Rap stack got you back in the sub black
[09:51.14]Rewind that we just rolling with the rhythm
[09:53.29]Rise from the ashes of stylist division
[09:55.84]With these non-stop lyrics of life living
[09:58.34]Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving
[10:00.65]But in the meantime there are those
[10:03.05]who wanna talk this and that
[10:04.25]So I suppose that it gets to a point
[10:06.57]where feelings gotta get hurt
[10:08.05]And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt it goes
[10:10.29]Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me
[10:14.93]Told you everything loud and clear
[10:17.30]But nobody’s listening
[10:19.76]Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me
[10:24.56]Told you everything loud and clear
[10:26.91]But nobody’s listening
[10:29.52]I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
[10:31.92]Head full of anger, held in my chest
[10:34.41]And everything left’s a waste of time
[10:36.51]I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more
[10:38.82]I’m riding on the back of this pressure
[10:41.53]Guessing that it’s better
[10:42.05]I can’t keep myself together
[10:43.56]Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
[10:45.95]The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
[10:48.35]Never forget the blood sweat and tears
[10:50.87]The uphill struggle over years the fear and
[10:53.32]Trash talking and the people it was to
[10:55.80]And the people that started it just like you
[10:58.22]Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me
[11:02.85]Told you everything loud and clear
[11:05.21]But nobody’s listening
[11:07.66]Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me
[11:12.54]Told you everything loud and clear
[11:14.97]But nobody’s listening
[11:17.21]I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
[11:18.69]Head full of anger, held in my chest
[11:22.59]Uphill struggle
[11:23.51]Blood sweat n tears
[11:24.77]Nothing to gain
[11:26.02]Everything to fear
[11:27.11]Heart full of pain, head full of stress
[11:29.52]Head full of anger, held in my chest
[11:31.87]Uphill struggle
[11:33.06]Blood sweat n tears
[11:34.31]Nothing to gain
[11:35.50]Everything to fear
[11:36.75]Heart full of pain
[11:41.45]Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me
[11:46.09]Told you everything loud and clear
[11:48.48]But nobody’s listening
[11:51.06]Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me
[11:55.69]Told you everything loud and clear
[11:58.00]But nobody’s listening
[12:00.01]I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
[12:03.00]Nobody’s listening
[12:05.36]Head full of anger, held in my chest
[12:07.86]Nobody’s listening
[12:10.16]Uphill struggle
[12:11.20]Blood sweat n tears
[12:12.72]Nobody’s listening
[12:14.98]Nothing to gain
[12:16.30]Everything to fear
[12:17.52]Nobody’s listening
[12:19.78]Cu-coming at you from every side
[12:30.34]
[12:36.10]12《Session》
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[14:59.02]13《Numb》
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[15:16.89]I'm tired of being what you want me to be
[15:21.06]Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
[15:25.44]Don't know what you're expecting of me
[15:29.44]Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
[15:34.70](Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[15:37.78]Every step I take is another mistake to you
[15:43.59](Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[15:47.02]I've become so numb I can't feel you there
[15:52.02]I've become so tired so much more aware
[15:56.48]I've becoming this all I want to do
[16:00.77]Is be more like me and be less like you
[16:05.38]Can't you see that you're smothering me
[16:09.03]Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
[16:13.49]Cause everything that you thought I would be
[16:17.32]Has fallen apart right in front of you
[16:22.77](Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[16:25.65]Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[16:31.74](Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[16:34.45]And every second I waste is more than I can take
[16:39.20]I've become so numb I can't feel you there
[16:44.24]I've become so tired so much more aware
[16:48.67]I've becoming this all I want to do
[16:52.99]Is be more like me and be less like you
[16:57.98]And I know
[17:00.64]I may end up failing too
[17:07.00]But I know
[17:09.48]You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[17:16.52]I've become so numb I can't feel you there
[17:21.38]I've become so tired so much more aware
[17:25.77]I've becoming this all I want to do
[17:29.99]Is be more like me and be less like you
[17:34.39]I've become so numb I can't feel you there
[17:38.80]Is everything what you want me to be
[17:42.32]I've become so numb I can't feel you there
[17:47.71]Is everything what you want me to be
[17:51.66]