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Nothing ever stops all these thoughts |
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And the pain attached to them |
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Sometimes i wonder why this is happenin' |
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It' s like nothing i could do would distract me when |
| [00:33.13] |
I think of how i shot myself in the back again |
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Cause from the infinite words i could say |
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I put all the pain you gave to me on display |
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But didn' t realize instead of setting it free i |
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Took what i hated and made it apart of me |
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It never goes away |
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And now |
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You' ve become a part of me |
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You' ll always be right here |
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You' ve become a part of me |
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You' ll always be my fear |
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I can' t separate |
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Myself from what i' ve done |
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Giving up on part of me |
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I' ve let myself become you |
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Hearing your name |
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The memories come back again |
| [01:17.58] |
I remember when it started happenin' |
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I' d see you in every thought i had and then |
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My thoughts slowly found words attached to them |
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And i knew as they escaped away |
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I was committing myself to ' em |
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And every day i regret saying those things |
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Cause now i see that i |
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Took what i hated and made it apart of me |
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It never goes away |
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And now |
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You' ve become a part of me |
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You' ll always be right here |
| [01:44.14] |
You' ve become a part of me |
| [01:46.85] |
You' ll always be my fear |
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I can' t separate |
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Myself from what i' ve done |
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Giving up on part of me |
| [01:56.49] |
I' ve let myself become you |
| [02:01.55] |
It never goes away |
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Get away from me! |
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Give me my space back' you' ve gotta just go! |
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Everything just comes down to memories of you! |
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I' ve kept it in without letting you know! |
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I' ve let you go! so get away from me! |
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Give me my space back' you' ve gotta just go! |
| [02:23.66] |
Everything just comes down to memories of you |
| [02:26.19] |
I' ve kept it in without letting you know! |
| [02:28.42] |
I' ve let you go! |
| [02:29.75] |
And now |
| [02:30.73] |
You' ve become a part of me |
| [02:33.74] |
You' ll always be right here |
| [02:35.44] |
You' ve become a part of me |
| [02:38.21] |
You' ll always be my fear |
| [02:40.36] |
I can' t separate |
| [02:43.26] |
Myself from what i' ve done |
| [02:45.17] |
Giving up on part of me |
| [02:48.05] |
I' ve let myself become you |
| [02:52.95] |
I' ve let myself become you |
| [02:57.77] |
I' ve let myself become lostinside these thoughts of you. |
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Giving up on part of me |
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I' ve let myself become you |
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09 Breaking The Habit |
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Memories concern |
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Like opening the wound |
| [03:43.77] |
I' m picking me apart again |
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You all assume |
| [03:50.50] |
I' m safer in my room |
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Unless I try to start again |
| [03:57.38] |
I don' t want to be the one |
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Who battles always choose |
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Cuz inside I realize |
| [04:04.04] |
That I' m the one confused |
| [04:06.35] |
I don' t know what' s worth fighting for |
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Or why I have to scream |
| [04:11.06] |
I don' t know why I instigate |
| [04:13.64] |
And say what I don' t mean |
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I don' t know how I got this way |
| [04:18.53] |
I know it' s not alright |
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So I' m breaking the habit |
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I' m breaking the habit tonight |
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Cultured my cure |
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I tightly lock the door |
| [04:41.19] |
I try to catch my breath again |
| [04:45.34] |
I hurt much more |
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Than anytime before |
| [04:50.72] |
I have no options left again |
| [04:54.73] |
I dont want to be the one |
| [04:56.89] |
Who battles always choose |
| [04:58.95] |
Cuz inside I realize |
| [05:01.76] |
That I' m the one confused |
| [05:03.87] |
I don' t know what' s worth fighting for |
| [05:06.46] |
Or why I have to scream |
| [05:08.66] |
I don' t know why I instigate |
| [05:11.26] |
And say what I don' t mean |
| [05:13.26] |
I don' t know how I got this way |
| [05:16.17] |
I' ll never be alright |
| [05:18.13] |
So, I' m breaking the habit |
| [05:23.04] |
I' m breaking the habit tonight |
| [05:29.27] |
I' ll paint it on the walls |
| [05:33.95] |
Cuz I' m the one that falls |
| [05:38.39] |
I' ll never fight again |
| [05:43.38] |
And this is how it ends |
| [05:47.12] |
I don' t know what' s worth fighting for |
| [05:49.75] |
Or why I have to scream |
| [05:51.92] |
But now I have some clarity |
| [05:54.45] |
to show you what I mean |
| [05:56.79] |
I don' t know how I got this way |
| [05:59.35] |
I' ll never be alright |
| [06:01.21] |
So, I' m breaking the habit |
| [06:06.22] |
I' m breaking the habit |
| [06:11.16] |
I' m breaking the habit tonight |
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10 From The Inside |
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| [06:59.29] |
I don' t know who to trust your surprise |
| [07:03.93] |
Everyone feels so far away from me |
| [07:07.25] |
Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies |
| [07:12.64] |
Trying not to break but I' m so tired of this deceit |
| [07:16.24] |
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet |
| [07:19.75] |
All I ever think about is this |
| [07:21.47] |
All the tiring time between |
| [07:23.23] |
And how trying to put my trust in you |
| [07:25.88] |
just takes so much out of me |
| [07:27.56] |
Take everything from the inside |
| [07:33.02] |
and throw it all away |
| [07:36.71] |
Cuz I swear for the last time |
| [07:40.41] |
I won' t trust myself with you |
| [07:44.65] |
Tension is building inside steadily |
| [07:49.89] |
Everyone feels so far away from me |
| [07:52.24] |
Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me |
| [07:57.63] |
Trying not to break but I' m so tired of this deceit |
| [08:01.65] |
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet |
| [08:05.13] |
All I ever think about is this |
| [08:07.00] |
All the tiring time between |
| [08:09.06] |
And how trying to put my trust in you |
| [08:11.52] |
just takes so much out of me |
| [08:13.24] |
Take everything from the inside |
| [08:18.45] |
and throw it all away |
| [08:21.54] |
Cuz I swear for the last time |
| [08:25.72] |
I won' t trust myself with you |
| [08:33.21] |
I won' t waste myself on you |
| [08:37.86] |
You |
| [08:39.44] |
You |
| [08:41.54] |
Waste myself on you |
| [08:45.03] |
You |
| [08:47.21] |
You |
| [08:49.18] |
I' ll take everything from the inside |
| [08:56.27] |
and throw it all away |
| [09:00.01] |
Cuz I swear for the last time |
| [09:03.54] |
I won' t trust myself with you |
| [09:07.61] |
Everything from the inside |
| [09:11.28] |
and just throw it all away |
| [09:15.32] |
Cuz I swear for the last time |
| [09:18.59] |
I won' t trust myself with you |
| [09:23.03] |
You |
| [09:25.01] |
You |
| [09:27.17] |
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| [09:32.61] |
11 Nobody' s Listening |
| [09:34.46] |
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| [09:41.23] |
Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it |
| [09:43.87] |
The number one question is how could you ignore it |
| [09:46.24] |
And drop right back in the cut over basement tracks |
| [09:49.03] |
Rap stack got you back in the sub black |
| [09:51.14] |
Rewind that we just rolling with the rhythm |
| [09:53.29] |
Rise from the ashes of stylist division |
| [09:55.84] |
With these nonstop lyrics of life living |
| [09:58.34] |
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving |
| [10:00.65] |
But in the meantime there are those |
| [10:03.05] |
who wanna talk this and that |
| [10:04.25] |
So I suppose that it gets to a point |
| [10:06.57] |
where feelings gotta get hurt |
| [10:08.05] |
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt it goes |
| [10:10.29] |
Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me |
| [10:14.93] |
Told you everything loud and clear |
| [10:17.30] |
But nobody' s listening |
| [10:19.76] |
Called to you so clearly but you don' t want to hear me |
| [10:24.56] |
Told you everything loud and clear |
| [10:26.91] |
But nobody' s listening |
| [10:29.52] |
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress |
| [10:31.92] |
Head full of anger, held in my chest |
| [10:34.41] |
And everything left' s a waste of time |
| [10:36.51] |
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else' s more |
| [10:38.82] |
I' m riding on the back of this pressure |
| [10:41.53] |
Guessing that it' s better |
| [10:42.05] |
I can' t keep myself together |
| [10:43.56] |
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on |
| [10:45.95] |
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on |
| [10:48.35] |
Never forget the blood sweat and tears |
| [10:50.87] |
The uphill struggle over years the fear and |
| [10:53.32] |
Trash talking and the people it was to |
| [10:55.80] |
And the people that started it just like you |
| [10:58.22] |
Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me |
| [11:02.85] |
Told you everything loud and clear |
| [11:05.21] |
But nobody' s listening |
| [11:07.66] |
Called to you so clearly but you don' t want to hear me |
| [11:12.54] |
Told you everything loud and clear |
| [11:14.97] |
But nobody' s listening |
| [11:17.21] |
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress |
| [11:18.69] |
Head full of anger, held in my chest |
| [11:22.59] |
Uphill struggle |
| [11:23.51] |
Blood sweat n tears |
| [11:24.77] |
Nothing to gain |
| [11:26.02] |
Everything to fear |
| [11:27.11] |
Heart full of pain, head full of stress |
| [11:29.52] |
Head full of anger, held in my chest |
| [11:31.87] |
Uphill struggle |
| [11:33.06] |
Blood sweat n tears |
| [11:34.31] |
Nothing to gain |
| [11:35.50] |
Everything to fear |
| [11:36.75] |
Heart full of pain |
| [11:41.45] |
Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me |
| [11:46.09] |
Told you everything loud and clear |
| [11:48.48] |
But nobody' s listening |
| [11:51.06] |
Called to you so clearly but you don' t want to hear me |
| [11:55.69] |
Told you everything loud and clear |
| [11:58.00] |
But nobody' s listening |
| [12:00.01] |
I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress |
| [12:03.00] |
Nobody' s listening |
| [12:05.36] |
Head full of anger, held in my chest |
| [12:07.86] |
Nobody' s listening |
| [12:10.16] |
Uphill struggle |
| [12:11.20] |
Blood sweat n tears |
| [12:12.72] |
Nobody' s listening |
| [12:14.98] |
Nothing to gain |
| [12:16.30] |
Everything to fear |
| [12:17.52] |
Nobody' s listening |
| [12:19.78] |
Cucoming at you from every side |
| [12:30.34] |
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| [12:36.10] |
12 Session |
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| [14:51.97] |
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| [14:59.02] |
13 Numb |
| [00:20.11] |
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| [15:16.89] |
I' m tired of being what you want me to be |
| [15:21.06] |
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface |
| [15:25.44] |
Don' t know what you' re expecting of me |
| [15:29.44] |
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes |
| [15:34.70] |
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow |
| [15:37.78] |
Every step I take is another mistake to you |
| [15:43.59] |
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow |
| [15:47.02] |
I' ve become so numb I can' t feel you there |
| [15:52.02] |
I' ve become so tired so much more aware |
| [15:56.48] |
I' ve becoming this all I want to do |
| [16:00.77] |
Is be more like me and be less like you |
| [16:05.38] |
Can' t you see that you' re smothering me |
| [16:09.03] |
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control |
| [16:13.49] |
Cause everything that you thought I would be |
| [16:17.32] |
Has fallen apart right in front of you |
| [16:22.77] |
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow |
| [16:25.65] |
Every step that I take is another mistake to you |
| [16:31.74] |
Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow |
| [16:34.45] |
And every second I waste is more than I can take |
| [16:39.20] |
I' ve become so numb I can' t feel you there |
| [16:44.24] |
I' ve become so tired so much more aware |
| [16:48.67] |
I' ve becoming this all I want to do |
| [16:52.99] |
Is be more like me and be less like you |
| [16:57.98] |
And I know |
| [17:00.64] |
I may end up failing too |
| [17:07.00] |
But I know |
| [17:09.48] |
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you |
| [17:16.52] |
I' ve become so numb I can' t feel you there |
| [17:21.38] |
I' ve become so tired so much more aware |
| [17:25.77] |
I' ve becoming this all I want to do |
| [17:29.99] |
Is be more like me and be less like you |
| [17:34.39] |
I' ve become so numb I can' t feel you there |
| [17:38.80] |
Is everything what you want me to be |
| [17:42.32] |
I' ve become so numb I can' t feel you there |
| [17:47.71] |
Is everything what you want me to be |
| [17:51.66] |
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