[00:19.61]Our friend*************p seemed to be based on what I could do for you, homie
[00:23.87]The sad fact is I'm the type of person that would take two for you, homie
[00:27.66]You ever give so much till a muh****** can't give no more?
[00:31.32]Give so much of his soul that he feel he can't live no more?
[00:35.52]What you want from me? You want blood from me, want another dub from me, money?
[00:39.54]You wanna drain me of every single mother******* drop of love from me, money?
[00:43.49]I can feel the eyes staring at me even when it's dark, even when it's cold
[00:47.17]I can feel Allah staring at me even though I'm marked, even though I'm old
[00:51.25]Y'all are just some "gimme" muh******s, "take more off Vinnie" muh******s
[00:55.24]Never giving back, don't know how to act, just a bunch of *************tty muh******s
[00:59.08]Gradually night goes on, gradually life goes on
[01:02.92]It's tearing me apart, never really thought that I'd have to right this wrong
[01:06.95]I don't think I'm anti-love, I just think I'm anti-y'all
[01:11.07]I just think I'm anti-every-muh******-tryna-plan-my-fall
[01:15.04]I was never planning to be great, something that began as a mistake
[01:18.49]But me being me, mama always told me I should always share what's on the plate
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[01:23.25]And just waking up is enough of a struggle today
[01:30.22]And most of these phonies that's close to me push me away
[01:36.91]But there ain't no reason I'm keeping this enemy deep in my veins
[01:44.85]Cause I love the pain
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[01:50.26]And just waking up is enough of a struggle, I don't wanna deal with the darkness
[01:54.31]Have a mother****** laid up by himself tryna heal from the conflict
[01:58.25]Ever have someone close to you tell you that you really can't when you can?
[02:01.99]I wouldn't know nothing 'bout that bull*************t and that's the stamp of a man
[02:05.85]And the same one who blamed me, the same one who defamed me
[02:09.80]Can't make his own cash, can't wipe his own ass like a baby
[02:13.79]Everything is past or it's light, everything is passion and hate
[02:17.71]Everything is everything and I don't think I need to keep a track of the date
[02:21.58]Everybody take what I offer, everybody play like a pauper
[02:25.86]The same ones with they hands out, be the same ones that hate when I prosper
[02:29.81]Tryna be a gentleman of sorts, tryna be a better man, of course
[02:33.62]Tryna set a living, understand that I'ma always be a veteran of loss
[02:37.23]What's the physiology of love? What's the physiology of pain?
[02:41.51]What's the physiology of every single person that will probably get to reign?
[02:45.48]I don't like when liberty is wrong, I don't like when misery is gone
[02:49.27]I can tell all y'all one thing: all y'all gone' miss me when I'm gone
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[02:53.66]And just waking up is enough of a struggle today
[03:00.37]And most of these phonies that's close to me push me away
[03:08.10]But there ain't no reason I'm keeping this enemy deep in my veins
[03:15.10]Cause I love the pain
[03:20.41]And just waking up is enough of a struggle today
[03:27.88]And most of these phonies that's close to me push me away
[03:35.66]But there ain't no reason I'm keeping this enemy deep in my veins
[03:43.00]Cause I love the pain