[00:15.58]Needles underfoot as he stumbles out to the dock [00:18.15]Big toe feeling it through the hole in his sock [00:20.74]Car keys dangling absently from the lock [00:22.28]Of the Buick Regal parked to the side of the road block [00:25.82]Celly on the center console continued buzzing [00:28.36]Name on the screen Katrina parenthesis baby cousin [00:30.28]Dissolve Me on the speakers is playing into the nothing [00:32.70]He fixes his hair for no one his steady pace never rushing [00:36.14]Faded blue polo shirt missing a top button [00:38.67]Khakis with a coffee stain ripping near where he cuff 'em [00:40.22]Tongue on the roof of his cotton mouth is feeling rough [00:43.67]Got a pocket full of stones and a cup full of Robitussin [00:46.43]Too many stars to count and the moon is high up and blushing [00:48.91]Water is the calmest the breeze in the pine is rustling [00:51.65]And the piston in his temple relentless in how it's crushing [00:53.87]Everything but the sound of her crying screaming and cussing [00:57.76]The purple 'round her eye was deepening as he pleaded [01:00.22]And backed away from the door [01:01.68]Sleeplessly embracing [01:04.62]Rage in a bottle want to throw it out to sea [01:06.91]Sleeplessly embracing [01:09.45]Never seen the ocean so this lake will have to do [01:11.99]Sleeplessly embracing [01:14.59]Pumping his brakes to the sound of the beat [01:17.07]Sleeplessly embracing [01:19.65]Leave the tarnished ring with a note inside of a shoe [01:23.43]It's all ****ed up now [01:24.35]Sh*t sh*t Katrina pushes send again [01:27.75]Same thing ring and right into the voice messaging [01:29.17]Tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick [01:30.98]Left blinker clicks fast from the burnt out taillight [01:33.51]Open toe on the gas [01:35.32]Heater on her face to compensate for the chill [01:37.55]Plastic on the passenger window thunders at will [01:40.30]New tattoo on the neck is itching but Dang that's ill [01:42.78]Is what Snake had said to her while she re-ing up on her pills [01:45.42]Pop a couple now while she driving around the woods [01:47.74]Knew from the beginning that marriage would be no good [01:50.39]Told him not to fall for the first available hottie [01:52.56]But she knew he would she knew him better than anybody [01:55.60]He'd always take the first well technically the second [01:57.99]If you count the time he slipped into her room when she was seven [02:00.47]And he told her that he loved her and everything was okay [02:02.02]That was just a week before they took her mother away [02:06.22]She knows that he's poison but he was the only one [02:08.59]Who stayed when she needed it most [02:10.82]Sleeplessly embracing [02:13.64]Dress up like a princess and come out to the party [02:16.22]Sleeplessly embracing [02:18.62]Tired of the burning so this numb will have to do [02:21.15]Sleeplessly embracing [02:23.54]A little bit of dirt never hurt nobody [02:26.18]Sleeplessly embracing [02:28.76]Always protect the thing that you know is true [02:54.17]It's all ****ed up now [02:55.74]Shoes taken off and placed upon the bank [02:58.24]Crickets in the distance are dissonant and he brakes [03:00.62]He stop for just a minute reflecting on all the days [03:03.21]The joy before he slipped back into his sinister ways [03:05.64]How well could he justify every choice that he made [03:08.33]How little control a little girl could ever take [03:10.88]How little he cared in the moment if she would wake [03:13.32]Hopefully she was so little she'd not remember the ache [03:16.04]His toe is in the water it's ice it's codeine [03:18.60]It's dimming all the stars and it's muffling all the screams [03:21.29]It's now up to his waist and he wading into the dream [03:23.98]His pulse is racing causing the surface tension to steam [03:26.60]The water at his chest his lungs fight and collapse [03:29.05]The frogs see it best he thinks he starts to laugh [03:31.49]The water at his eyelids now and he's 'bout to pass out [03:34.14]She could be rid of him now at last [03:38.15]The note he left read please never tell her love James [03:42.00]Sleeplessly embracing [03:44.63]The ripples disappear and there's nothing left to show [03:47.23]Sleeplessly embracing [03:49.72]Never been concluded so the end will have to do [03:52.25]Sleeplessly embracing [03:54.80]High not low and away we go [03:57.28]Sleeplessly embracing [03:59.77]Tomorrow it'll all be a perfect shade of blue [04:02.46]Sleeplessly embracing It's all ****ed up now [04:07.64]Sleeplessly embracing It's all ****ed up now [04:12.97]Sleeplessly embracing It's all ****ed up now [04:17.90]Sleeplessly embracing It's all ****ed up now