[00:13.491]You've been on your own since you learned how to adjust to [00:20.749]You felt like you had to baby sit [00:22.857]your owners just to feel like all the others [00:27.659]All you wanted was... [00:30.526]Something that was normal and stable [00:34.111]You've always been so aware and so able [00:37.058]But you still seem so far away [00:44.161]It's difficult to enjoy all the holidays [00:47.522]It's nothing more than the same as the other days [00:51.061]But you can't feel any other way [01:02.674] [01:11.845]You have to tell yourself why [01:13.568]Gotta keep your spirit alive [01:15.317]Gotta keep yourself movin' forward [01:18.473]You never gave into anything around you [01:21.435]With something you could never afford [01:25.884]All you wanted was [01:28.776]Something that was normal and stable [01:32.204]You've always been so aware and so able [01:35.700]But you still seem so far away [01:42.099]It's difficult to enjoy all the holidays [01:45.845]It's nothing more than the same as the other days [01:49.232]But you can't feel any other way [01:57.142]When you wish for this [02:00.664]You'll ditch everything else [02:03.995]It just floats away and crawls out your skull [02:10.795]All you wanna do is crawl inside your hole [02:17.684]Disappear forever [02:33.975]Something that's normal and stable [02:36.933]You've always been so aware and so able [02:40.500]But you still seem so far away [02:47.221]It's difficult to enjoy all the holidays [02:50.942]It's nothing more than the same as the other days [02:54.391]But you can't feel any other way [03:01.197]Forever [03:07.684]Forever [03:14.739]Forever [03:21.352]Forever [03:29.674]