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This is the death of my origin |
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This is the death of my origin |
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No rest for the sick and weary |
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Just a rope growing tighter around my neck |
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For twenty five years |
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I've tried so hard but now it |
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Feels like twenty five too long |
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Just for a moment I wish that |
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I could breathe without the weight |
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Of the world crushing down on me |
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Better off dead |
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No burden to my friends |
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No more days of wishing |
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I won't have to wake up the next |
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Does it matter if I am dead or alive |
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The future seems so dark but |
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I'm trying to keep |
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My head above the water |
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I am so sick and fed up with |
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The burden of my consciousness |
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The voices in my head |
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I only hear them say that |
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I'll be dead before the dawn |
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Wave goodbye to your sanity |
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And just remember you'll |
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Never truly be at peace |
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No one knows how it feels |
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To hate the one that lies |
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In your own skin |
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Better off dead |
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No burden to my friends |
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No more days of wishing |
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I won't have to wake up the next |
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Does it matter if I am dead or alive |
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The future seems so dark but |
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I'm trying to keep |
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My head above the water |
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I'm trying to keep my head |
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Above the water but the tide |
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Keeps keeps rising and rising |
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So safe so small with the |
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Rope tight around my neck |
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One last goodbye to remind |
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You that although I'm sick |
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I love you still and I hope |
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You won't forget me when I'm gone |
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The proper way to die was not |
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A choice for me to make |
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I held on as long as |
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I could but I lost my grip |
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The anxiety that plagued me |
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Is but a bitter memory |
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I'll reap what I have sown and |
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Take that step to bring me peace |
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God help me if you exist this is |
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Not a world I'm meant to live in |