[00:00.00] [00:19.77]Oh God what have I done [00:24.33]Oh God what have I done [00:29.20]Have I ruined everything again [00:38.80]Oh God what have I done [00:43.61]Oh God what have I done [00:48.42]Will I make it to the very end [00:58.15]I am crushed to the point of death [01:07.63]My fading love do I have any left [01:17.19]Will I ever believe in you [01:26.79]Will perfect love ever be my truth [01:35.20]Will You be my hope [01:39.88]Will You be my hope [01:46.00]Oh God what have I done [01:50.79]Oh God what have I done [01:55.55]Have I ruined everything again [02:05.18]Oh God what have I done [02:10.00]Oh God what have I done [02:14.66]Will I make it to the very end [02:24.55]Get 'em away and out of my head [02:26.40]The toxic the poison is killing me dead [02:28.90]I'm red burned up and burnt out instead of a life of joy [02:32.40]My mind's a death bed [02:33.79]Many days I've bled [02:35.00]My thoughts black and blue [02:36.23]I've taken the roads [02:37.22]What am I supposed to do [02:38.66]When everything around tells me what is true [02:40.82]But I've tried it all and [02:42.00]Yet I don't feel new shoot [02:44.25]I can't trust my own heart [02:45.95]'Cause it keeps feeding me lies [02:49.10]I'm scared to ask for help [02:51.10]And I'm scared to even just try [02:53.96]I raise the white flag high [02:55.40]Even if I lash out can You help me fight [02:57.63]Hear the desperate whispers as I lay crying [03:00.45]Please help me hope through the night please [03:05.88]I want to hope through the night please [03:09.78]And I believe [03:11.55]You redeem You restore [03:16.29]And You say that I'm adored [03:21.17]I could never imagine this [03:30.77]Every castle will fall [03:35.48]All my flesh with pass away [03:40.27]Is there any love like this [03:51.00]Oh God what have I done [03:55.58]Oh God what have I done [04:00.30]Have I ruined everything again [04:10.00]Oh God what have I done [04:14.82]Oh God what have I done [04:19.57]Will I make it to the very end [04:29.16]Oh God what have I done [04:33.98]Oh God what have I done [04:38.81]Have I ruined everything again [04:48.75]Oh God what have I done [04:53.16]Oh God what have I done [04:58.00]Will I make it to the very end