Intro - RittZ Dear Lord, thank you for letting me be here to see another day again I'm grateful to be alive, God bless the souls that came in so with luckyI'm a good To family have that loves me Please let my girl know how much I love her Sorry that we're both so unhealthy I feel so guilty Everytime I pray I feel like I ask her to help me I don't pray with to the hopes get wealthy I just want succes I sounds know selfishit I thought I'm gonna screw her I finally had the chance to fix it I signed a record deal all these years I wish I was more optimistic , really I'm just scared What if they don't like what they hear What if I don't make a career out of music What am I supposed to do then I'm always getting jobs I in hate to the see my mirrorface And I wrote about everything so many times I don't have inspiration to spare I barely even hear the I've been roaddown on And I feel like I've been gone all year Even when I'm home so there's much pressure to be here It's hard to feel like I'm all there So many wish could ress they for a living So complain about us it's unfair Some days I feel like in I've a been living dream Other times feeling nightmarelike a need some And of I my peers 'Cause I have a bunch of songs to write And I feel like my future depends on this Gotta rid myself of mirror plus these hand chips Gotta get some confidence up in my paymentship And I wanna dissapoint the fans who listenin 'Cause they expectin something incredible in the end pain But I'm that nothing as I regain to get my strive back I'ma went with them when I was a kid the My dad just guitarplay Me and my brother we would was pretend in that a band Musicians in my family dream to be stars Only to condensate something that you attent didn't my music Must've been playing the chosen one So I'ma go tripping and go behind this sniper rock Amen, song never came Strange music The life and times Valiantof Johnny