Oh my God, my 
God this can't be happening
God tell me, tell me this isn't real
I can't believe all that 
I have foreseen is finally happening
I cannot for a single second stand the way 
I feelI always knew, 
I always saw it coming
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear
I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing
I never wanted to cease to exist,just disappear
Fear memories are all that lie ahead
Never have 
I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
Never have 
I felt so dead
Once felt so warm now 
I'm fucking freezing
I am the once embraced abandoned one
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing
No relief was mine, 
I was burnt by the sun
Fear memories are all that lie ahead
Never have 
I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
Never have 
I felt so dead
I feel soI feel so lost
I feel so lost
I feel so lost
Fear memories are all that lie ahead
Never have 
I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
Never have 
I felt so dead
Fear memories are all that lie ahead
Never have 
I felt so lost
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead
Never have 
I felt so