[00:11.07]Work so fucking much my greatest fear is I'm a die alone
[00:14.60]Every diamond in my chain, yeah, that's a milestone (Keep doing it, I'm loving it)
[00:18.18]People calling me, asking me for money, man
[00:20.14]The only thing I'm a give you motherfuckers is a dial tone
[00:22.41]Flashbacks of a youngin' sipping that purple Kool Aid
[00:25.19]Skipping school with my homies and chiefing reefer for two days
[00:27.90]Running from the law, living how I'm living, fuck 'em all
[00:30.74]Bumping Triple Six
[00:31.74]Hennessy in my cup, driving through the sticks
[00:33.90]Who the bitch riding with me?
[00:35.72]Man, the devil tryna get me
[00:36.88]Motivated, under-educated, and hated
[00:39.10]But finally getting cake like a happy belated
[00:41.71]Bitch I made it, we on
[00:42.67]Buy it, break it, roll it, light it, smoke it, inhale it
[00:45.29]Write it, record it, mix it, master it, press it up, unveil it
[00:48.01]Feel like I've been waiting forever, forever to inherit
[00:50.55]This is war, I declare it
[00:52.22]Time is money, I can't spare it
[00:53.78]Futuristic, so simplistic
[00:55.14]Please decipher my linguistics
[00:56.50]Slow it down, Robitussin
[00:58.01]I'm the king, ain't no discussion
[00:59.41]And now we blowing up like spontaneous human combustion
[01:02.53]My consumption is the illest
[01:03.94]Section eight, I know you feel this
[01:05.30]On the come up, where they run up on you for nothing at all
[01:07.82]Brighter than eleven suns, this the first, where my funds?
[01:11.15]EBT, that's the card
[01:12.40]I thank God, I thank God, but it's hard, but it's hard
[01:20.06]Work so fucking much my greatest fear is I'm a die alone
[01:22.87]Every diamond in my chain, yeah, that's a milestone (Keep doing it, I'm loving it)
[01:26.29]People calling me, asking me for money, man
[01:28.35]The only thing I'm a give you motherfuckers is a dial tone
[01:31.58]God damn, God damn, we at it again
[01:33.75]Me and my homies that know me blowing up like the Taliban
[01:36.73]Yeah, my stress up, but I'm blessed up
[01:38.50]Fuck around and get messed up
[01:39.81]When I murder the rhyme, I'm living divine
[01:41.36]You know that I'm one of a kind
[01:42.61]Lemme get it right now, ho
[01:43.86]Draped up and I'm dripped out, right now, ho
[01:46.43]Caked up 'til I cash out and I got 'em all wondering how, so
[01:49.21]On the down low, haters drown slow
[01:51.53]On the down low, haters drown slow
[01:54.20]Oh God, my God, we got it all right
[01:56.71]Oh God, my God, we gotta get it, right?
[01:59.73]These fuckers facades, they just a mirage, right?
[02:02.30]I said these fuckers facades, they just a mirage, right?
[02:05.38]Uh, tell me that they love me, know damn well that they don't give a fuck
[02:08.45]I be on that finger flipping killing shit up in the cut
[02:11.27]That's what's up
[02:12.15]All these bitches out here tryna gas it up
[02:14.37]This is everything I ever wanted, I can't pass it up
[02:17.17]Life changed in a year, couldn't happen fast enough
[02:20.05]"Can I do it like you do it?" That's what they be asking us
[02:22.67]White Benz, black card, bitch better get your plastic cup
[02:25.60]Man, this shit is hella hard, but we never acting up
[02:28.37]Live it up, hold on to your dream, don't ever give it up
[02:31.14]Finally had my share of success, and shit, I can't get enough
[02:34.16]Now they know my name through the nation
[02:36.86]Cause my single like that good shit, man, always in rotation
[02:39.53]Now they know Logic for Logic, not through my affiliations
[02:42.35]Stacking profit on profit, from this music I'm making
[02:45.22]Even Jesus had haters, so when you feeling forsaken
[02:48.04]Tell 'em jealous Judas is who this is, and man, that'll break 'em
[02:51.16]And bitch I'm still the same
[02:52.11]Dash of auto tune so y'all can feel the pain
[02:54.08]Broke as fuck, back in that basement, not a dollar to my name
[02:56.96]Chasing fame, chasing glory, 'til the day we make a story
[02:59.83]Positive that life ain't mine, bitch you can take that shit to Maury
[03:03.07]Work so fucking much my greatest fear is I'm a die alone
[03:05.74]Every diamond in my chain, yeah, that's a milestone (Keep doing it, I'm loving it)
[03:08.76]People calling me, asking me for money, man
[03:11.13]The only thing I'm a give you motherfuckers is a dial tone
[03:21.20](Hello, no one is available to take your call)
[03:25.88]I been working hard, I been searching for God
[03:31.39]I been working hard, I been searching for God
[03:34.47](Please leave a message after the tone)
[03:36.72]Little brother, this is your sister, you're busy, I get you
[03:39.98]But I insist you call me back cause I miss you
[03:42.20]I wish you well, well, I wish you would call
[03:43.96]Cause lately you feel like I'm just not your sister at all, all
[03:47.94]Uh, I'm sorry for calling and balling, I'm all in
[03:51.07]And I feel like I'm falling lately, it feel like my children hate me
[03:54.15]You tell me I'm beautiful and yet no man wanna date me
[03:56.57]Haunted by vivid memories of the man who raped me
[03:59.60]And lately I, I feel more and more like mommy, I know I'm me, but still
[04:02.75]You always seemed to pick up the phone and somehow I feel
[04:05.68]Better, but you been answering me lesser and lesser
[04:08.80]So I resorted to the pills in my dresser, I'm gone
[04:11.37]As as for [?] he left and he ain't coming back
[04:14.30]I hate the man, if I see him I swear I tell him that
[04:17.33]No longer cooking crack in my kitchen, cutting and selling that
[04:19.79]He broke my heart, that relationship been to hell and back
[04:22.91]I been working hard, I been searching for God
[04:25.74]I can feel the Devil around me as they all applaud
[04:28.10]Promise you won't forget me, that you'll always be with me
[04:31.69]And even when you gone I can call whenever he hit me
[04:34.25]Under pressure, I've been feeling under pressure
[04:42.62]Hey, son, this is your father, don't mean to bother
[04:47.77]How are you? Heard you were in town, but I never saw ya
[04:50.28]Tried to call ya, where are ya?
[04:51.59]And Paris, what a beautiful destination
[04:53.82]And perish right by the Eiffel, come now, please don't be spiteful
[04:56.74]Of all my small talk, I think we're overdue a long talk
[05:00.05]When I see kids around the way I say "how I'm your dad"
[05:03.07]It gets me thinking 'bout incredible moments we've had
[05:05.70]And on the real I'm trying so hard not to bug you
[05:08.62]But do you think you can stop rapping about my drug use?
[05:11.41]I'm two years clean, no longer a fiend
[05:13.91]Yeah, I'm 57, but I feel 19
[05:16.69]And I love you I swear, Bobby, I know you're there
[05:19.30]And when the time is right I know that you gon' take care
[05:22.11]Of anything I need, of your family
[05:24.79]Can I have some tickets to your next show?
[05:27.10]Will you stand with me?
[05:27.96]Can I have some money for my new honey that's hella fine?
[05:30.73]I forgot to mention I got divorced from your step-mom
[05:33.11]My mind going crazy, but I still look hella calm
[05:36.18]Maybe you could tell [beep]
[05:40.46]I've been feeling under pressure
[05:54.28]Hey, what's up, bro? I didn't want much, man, just calling to see what's going on.
[06:00.92]I know you're busy. Dad hit me up,
[06:03.89]it's his birthday today, but I know you know that. Yeah, he calling, he be tryna introduce me to his new chick and stuff, man,
[06:10.59]I don't know how to handle that. I don't wanna tell him like nah, I ain't trying to meet her off top, you know.
[06:12.81]So what you think I should do? Text me, I know you're busy, dawg. But he been calling me saying he wanna come down,
[06:20.88]he wanna bring his new chick and Brenda's like "damn,
[06:23.43]he really tryna rock out with his new chick" cause you know we all fucked with Debbie. But I don't know,
[06:28.38]I don't know how to tell him this shit so just hit me back whenever you got the time, man, I know there's more shit on your plate.
[06:34.52]You ain't gotta hit me, dawg, but if you do I'd appreciate it. When you back, love you,
[06:39.59]do your thing. Swag RattPack all day, boy. Alright, nigga. Hit me.
[06:45.57]Yeah, dear family, I'm so sorry that I've been distant
[06:48.54]Everything changed in an instant, my time has been inconsistent
[06:51.06]I know that you been insisting, I know that birthday I missed it
[06:54.04]I swore I told my assistant, but I guess my mind is in another place
[06:57.81]Thoughts off in another world, I started seeing another girl
[07:00.38]It fell through, man, what a world
[07:02.41]But I'm so focused on my craft, unemploying my staff
[07:05.72]Such a perfectionist, I can't even finish this draft
[07:08.54]This letter to the ones I love, the ones that I miss
[07:11.16]Brothers and sisters that hit me up just to reminisce
[07:14.08]Meanwhile, people outside of my blood asking for favors
[07:17.00]I don't owe you a fucking thing, you best switch your behavior
[07:19.97]Truly remarkable how I barely know you, but somehow owe you
[07:23.24]When you don't even know 'bout the shit I go through, uh
[07:25.97]We ain't spoken in a while, tell me sister, how your child?
[07:28.79]Come now, girl, give me a smile, come on girl, don't do me foul
[07:31.56]Sorry I ain't call before, but I'm calling you right now
[07:34.17]I heart you was popping E, stop resorting to the vowel
[07:37.44]How my mama, how she doing, does she know what I'm pursuing?
[07:40.02]I ain't talk to her in years, that relationship she ruined
[07:43.05]But sometimes I wake up and wonder just what the fuck I'm doing
[07:46.01]They say family is everything, I swear that shit the truth
[07:48.29]I should spend it all with y'all, but I spend it in the booth
[07:51.41]This is everything I love, this is everything I need
[07:54.19]Never sacrifice this feeling even though my heart it bleed
[07:57.20]This is everything I love, everything I need
[07:59.97]Never sacrifice this feeling even though my heart bleed
[08:05.84]Under pressure, I've been feeling under pressure
[08:17.54]Hey, son, I'm sorry I missed your call today, but I was in an AA meeting.
[08:22.27]A friend of mine was celebrating four years so I couldn't get you right then.
[08:29.13]And then when I did call you wouldn't even answer or whatever. Just wondering how things are going.
[08:35.53]Deb and I aren't together anymore.
[08:37.85]Living on my own, you know. Anyway, the whole family, even the ones you don't know, my sister,
[08:48.12]some of your aunts that you've never met are very proud of you.
[08:52.91]Your cousins just love you too. Anyway, son, I love you, I just want you to know that. And just keep grinding,
[09:01.52]you know. And I don't wanna hear you joining the Illuminati.
[09:09.49]Then I gotta kill ya. I love you, son. So