[03:08.46 So I'm on my own Far from my broken home And it costs [02:04.05 Pack me off to school Innocence and trust are all lost Where did my childhood go? Calling from the pay phone Trying not to cry Feeling I am dying Telling you I'm fine You tell me it's the making of me That's a fucking lie [01:12.91 Holidays. Holiday. I'm at the bottom of my bed Headphones on my head John Peel show The sky's a dull gun metal Where did the sun go And it rains, and rains Turning on the weaker ones when we were bored I used to have feelings but all I feel's a hole is where the heart is And the organ praise the lord Holidays. Holidays. [03:04.80 With himself at the world He will strike first to anticipate Doesn't know how to relate Feels like a cold war spy If he's caught Take the easy way out