Song | I Wonder |
Artist | gowe |
Artist | Erin Kim |
Album | We are Hypergiants |
[ti:I Wonder] | |
[ar:Gowe/Erin Kim] | |
[al:We are Hypergiants] | |
[00:20.38] | uh,gowe ,Gifted Of West East, |
[00:24.26] | this song is a dedicated |
[00:25.70] | to a very special woman |
[00:27.83] | who had me at the tender age of eighteen |
[00:30.58] | I never had a chance to see you |
[00:32.59] | this is a dedicated to you |
[00:34.60] | My Ma |
[00:36.81] | This is her story(Check it out) |
[00:40.68] | Verse 1 |
[00:40.68] | Her mind was confused with a plus at the tip of the tube |
[00:43.55] | Sick as she threw up with a cup take a sip of abuse |
[00:46.36] | So she gets nervous cause her man left her |
[00:49.53] | After the sex and he jets she thought that he loved her |
[00:52.19] | You see shes 18, and shes a bit conscious |
[00:54.92] | About her dress and the reflection of her own image |
[00:57.86] | Timid in speech, shes limited given a week |
[01:00.35] | With her tummy blowing up so that people can see |
[01:03.34] | But she decides to keep it, said no to abortion |
[01:06.26] | The feet kicks in her stomach comes without a warning |
[01:09.60] | She feels the pain though, cause her parents cry |
[01:11.93] | And the shame eats her alive when she closed her eyes |
[01:14.73] | Then the day comes, she gives birth to a son |
[01:17.70] | Kim Sung-Hoon, soon she holds and kisses her love |
[01:20.40] | Wishing it never ended, taking a mental picture |
[01:23.33] | Hoping through her tears that her son would have a better future |
[01:26.70] | Chorus |
[01:26.70] | I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
[01:30.93] | Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
[01:36.57] | I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
[01:42.73] | Dear mama mama mama, forever, I’ll hold you in my heart |
[01:49.55] | Verse 2 |
[01:49.55] | So she wonders, what happened to her son next |
[01:51.92] | Is there clothes on his back, food on his plate whats the context |
[01:54.68] | The recollection of the day replays in her mindset |
[01:57.24] | And the ways she would try but just never could forget |
[02:00.24] | Well he’s okay, and he resides in the states |
[02:03.12] | A needle in space in which rain makes it a beautiful place |
[02:05.99] | Embraced by the culture and he’s loved by all the members |
[02:08.53] | Until he turns 18 and his world get flipped |
[02:11.39] | He hears that his mom is not actually his and that complications |
[02:14.65] | Prevented her from having any kids and his real mom |
[02:18.60] | Is actually Korean and she had, to give him up for adoption |
[02:21.68] | Cause she was young and was a student |
[02:23.34] | Lost and was confused and, wrestling in the moment |
[02:25.90] | Am I Chinese or Korean? Am I destined in this union? |
[02:28.58] | And if I am what’s the purpose? I jot it in my verses |
[02:31.53] | So I replay it in my mind as I think about you |
[02:34.25] | Chorus |
[02:34.25] | I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
[02:39.66] | Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
[02:45.17] | I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
[02:51.16] | Dear mama mama mama, forever, I’ll hold you in my heart |
[02:58.50] | Verse 3 |
[02:58.50] | If I could write a letter, and know that you would read it |
[03:00.54] | I would tell you that I never once in my heart felt hatred |
[03:03.36] | Reinstated I would play a song and dance with you |
[03:06.24] | Hold your hand as I thank the Lord for creating you |
[03:09.12] | As strong as you are cause in my mind I can’t fathom |
[03:11.97] | The pain and the guilt when all you heard was their gossip |
[03:14.76] | And still you stuck through it, when they called you foolish |
[03:17.57] | And with this gift that I possess your probably loved music |
[03:20.59] | I hope you’re doing well, I hope some day you’ll see this |
[03:23.45] | I hope I mean I really hope that you know Jesus on a deeper level |
[03:27.12] | Seeking just to know Him better, I hope in perfect timing we can |
[03:30.76] | See the reason clearer, I hope you’re smiling now |
[03:33.48] | I hope I cross your mind, I hope you never second guess |
[03:36.14] | If what you did was right, cause I’m so proud of you |
[03:38.98] | I love and admire you, so after all these years this is my way of telling you |
[03:42.87] | Chorus (x2) |
[03:42.87] | I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
[03:48.26] | Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
[03:53.39] | I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
[03:59.86] | Dear mama mama mama, forever, I’ll hold you in my heart |
[04:06.19] | I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
[04:10.94] | Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
[04:16.63] | I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
[04:22.69] | Dear mama mama mama, forever, I’ll hold you in my heart |
ti: I Wonder | |
ar: Gowe Erin Kim | |
al: We are Hypergiants | |
[00:20.38] | uh, gowe , Gifted Of West East, |
[00:24.26] | this song is a dedicated |
[00:25.70] | to a very special woman |
[00:27.83] | who had me at the tender age of eighteen |
[00:30.58] | I never had a chance to see you |
[00:32.59] | this is a dedicated to you |
[00:34.60] | My Ma |
[00:36.81] | This is her story Check it out |
[00:40.68] | Verse 1 |
[00:40.68] | Her mind was confused with a plus at the tip of the tube |
[00:43.55] | Sick as she threw up with a cup take a sip of abuse |
[00:46.36] | So she gets nervous cause her man left her |
[00:49.53] | After the sex and he jets she thought that he loved her |
[00:52.19] | You see shes 18, and shes a bit conscious |
[00:54.92] | About her dress and the reflection of her own image |
[00:57.86] | Timid in speech, shes limited given a week |
[01:00.35] | With her tummy blowing up so that people can see |
[01:03.34] | But she decides to keep it, said no to abortion |
[01:06.26] | The feet kicks in her stomach comes without a warning |
[01:09.60] | She feels the pain though, cause her parents cry |
[01:11.93] | And the shame eats her alive when she closed her eyes |
[01:14.73] | Then the day comes, she gives birth to a son |
[01:17.70] | Kim SungHoon, soon she holds and kisses her love |
[01:20.40] | Wishing it never ended, taking a mental picture |
[01:23.33] | Hoping through her tears that her son would have a better future |
[01:26.70] | Chorus |
[01:26.70] | I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
[01:30.93] | Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
[01:36.57] | I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
[01:42.73] | Dear mama mama mama, forever, I' ll hold you in my heart |
[01:49.55] | Verse 2 |
[01:49.55] | So she wonders, what happened to her son next |
[01:51.92] | Is there clothes on his back, food on his plate whats the context |
[01:54.68] | The recollection of the day replays in her mindset |
[01:57.24] | And the ways she would try but just never could forget |
[02:00.24] | Well he' s okay, and he resides in the states |
[02:03.12] | A needle in space in which rain makes it a beautiful place |
[02:05.99] | Embraced by the culture and he' s loved by all the members |
[02:08.53] | Until he turns 18 and his world get flipped |
[02:11.39] | He hears that his mom is not actually his and that complications |
[02:14.65] | Prevented her from having any kids and his real mom |
[02:18.60] | Is actually Korean and she had, to give him up for adoption |
[02:21.68] | Cause she was young and was a student |
[02:23.34] | Lost and was confused and, wrestling in the moment |
[02:25.90] | Am I Chinese or Korean? Am I destined in this union? |
[02:28.58] | And if I am what' s the purpose? I jot it in my verses |
[02:31.53] | So I replay it in my mind as I think about you |
[02:34.25] | Chorus |
[02:34.25] | I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
[02:39.66] | Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
[02:45.17] | I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
[02:51.16] | Dear mama mama mama, forever, I' ll hold you in my heart |
[02:58.50] | Verse 3 |
[02:58.50] | If I could write a letter, and know that you would read it |
[03:00.54] | I would tell you that I never once in my heart felt hatred |
[03:03.36] | Reinstated I would play a song and dance with you |
[03:06.24] | Hold your hand as I thank the Lord for creating you |
[03:09.12] | As strong as you are cause in my mind I can' t fathom |
[03:11.97] | The pain and the guilt when all you heard was their gossip |
[03:14.76] | And still you stuck through it, when they called you foolish |
[03:17.57] | And with this gift that I possess your probably loved music |
[03:20.59] | I hope you' re doing well, I hope some day you' ll see this |
[03:23.45] | I hope I mean I really hope that you know Jesus on a deeper level |
[03:27.12] | Seeking just to know Him better, I hope in perfect timing we can |
[03:30.76] | See the reason clearer, I hope you' re smiling now |
[03:33.48] | I hope I cross your mind, I hope you never second guess |
[03:36.14] | If what you did was right, cause I' m so proud of you |
[03:38.98] | I love and admire you, so after all these years this is my way of telling you |
[03:42.87] | Chorus x2 |
[03:42.87] | I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
[03:48.26] | Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
[03:53.39] | I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
[03:59.86] | Dear mama mama mama, forever, I' ll hold you in my heart |
[04:06.19] | I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
[04:10.94] | Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
[04:16.63] | I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
[04:22.69] | Dear mama mama mama, forever, I' ll hold you in my heart |