She closed her eyes on an empty flight back home Theres no one there when she lands that she knows A welcome that she's used to Nothing changes in the places we use to go The same faces share the stories of highs and lows She just sits there quietly She tries to disguise her tears, it wasn't so clear But now, now I realise Now I realise, now I realise These new year's won't save her from the pain of black suit holidays She has no time for his false regret, as she has another drink And lights a cigarette While the room is bright there's a darkness that surrounds her Her friends are friends but blood is blood When the shots are served i think she's had enough They assume she's fine, behind her false demeanour Lonely when the crowds are near, it wasn't so clear. But now, now I realise now I realise, now I realise These new years won't save her from the pain of black suit holidays These new years, they won't save her from the pain of black suit holidays Black suit holidays