you're just making me sick
waiting for someone to pick you up where you're sheltered
you call it home
so don't cling to my sleeve
you should stand up and leave
before anyone sees you fall
I can't understand why you always spend your life on such trivial things
hungry for attention
starving for adulation
is it worth it worth it
look at me now
I'm alive no matter what
nothing's left but myself
all the tears, all the scars, all the mistakes make me feel right
wanna write me off
I'm alive imperfect
thanks for abandoning me
hear my heartbeat
now you see
I'm not just another fad that saves nobody
fame is a thin shadow of eternity
tells the history of the rise and fall of the stars
you still think you want it
I will say no to it
though they dangle dollars
never gonna change my mind
one day you will get old
and they'll start to forget you
like you were never there
no one remembers your name
evaluations make you blind to the truth
but that's your choice I can't deny
are you really sure of the way you live
are you really sure of the choice you've made