Waking again
don`t know why
its far too still tonight gone
round my bed shadows fall
Thinking of you
where you are
and how it got this far wondering
when you might call
Tired and so alone
I ignore the TV drone
every heart beat turns toward the telephone
You`re in my mind
in my dreams
I`m cursed or so it seems don`t know where to take flight
Always the same old doubt
and it turns me inside out
it`s so hard to walk away
try as I might
Because I`m broken inside pieces of me
intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that I know
all of the flaws I keep unseen
I turn to you
what else can I do hoping to find a way to see through
a break in sky
to get through the night discover the peace I wish I knew

Painting in shades of grey sifting
through the disarray can I find enough of me to make you stay?
Because I`m broken inside pieces of me
intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that I know
all of the flaws I keep unseen
I turn to you
what else can I do hoping to find a way to see through
a break in sky
to get through the night discover the peace I wish I knew
But you
you turn the tide wash over me
come set me free
I wont question why or try to disguise
all of the things you mean to me
I`ll trust in you
what else can I do I cant deny something so true
Look at me now
wondering how I`ll keep the peace I found with you!