[ti:Sometimes I Feel Like Nothing]
[ar:Hotel Books]
[al:]
[00:35.44]As the broken sleep,
[00:37.13]Death forgot to thank me when I set her free.
[00:41.71]Come empty and you won't need anything,
[00:44.20]Believe in your own blood until your heart stops beating,
[00:48.83]And then you too will be set free.
[00:52.26]Tear down your towers and build bridges,
[00:55.00]Your god is a fraud if you wrote the mission.
[00:58.13]And the devil will die when he has no witness,
[01:01.77]I 'm not broken, I am nothing.
[01:04.50]I'm the vessel, not the poison.
[01:08.83]And I didn't want to lose you, But sometimes I forget
[01:13.51]When my prayers feel like they're just cigarettes.
[01:17.44]They'll take the headache away, then turn to ash,
[01:22.27]But they bring me back to life every time I find a new light,
[01:28.65]But then they bring up my past,
[01:31.49]And I fall further and further, and further,
[01:38.30]Until I'm afraid to get back up because
[01:41.34]I don't want to fall again.
[01:46.71]And I never thought I would be the one to fall in love
[01:50.80]And I also never thought I'd be the one, the one to call it off.
[01:58.71]But if there's one thing I know about myself,
[02:01.99]It's that I don't know anything about myself.
[02:09.01]'Cause you were nothing than a choice I had to choose,
[02:12.79]A tool I had to use,
[02:14.63]My favorite drug and my favorite excuse.
[02:21.30]And my hands are not clean, maybe they never will be,
[02:26.78]But they can still carry you home when you're ready to sleep.
[02:32.05]And the only reason the devil's alive in you and me
[02:36.33]Is because we disrupted him when he tried to fall asleep.