[00:00.0]In my mind
[00:02.90]In a future five years from now
[00:06.41]I'm one hundred and twenty pounds
[00:10.27]And I never get hung over
[00:14.57]Because I will be the picture of discipline
[00:20.80]Never minding what state I'm in
[00:24.42]And I will be someone I admire
[00:28.64]And it's funny how I imagined
[00:31.39]That I would be that person now
[00:35.28]But it does not seem to have happened
[00:38.56]Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
[00:45.21]That I am not exactly the person that I thought I'd be
[00:55.54]And in my mind
[00:58.81]In the faraway here and now
[01:02.37]I've become in control somehow
[01:06.15]And I never lose my wallet
[01:10.1]Because I will be the picture of discipline
[01:15.98]Never fucking up anything
[01:20.5]And I'll be a good defensive driver
[01:24.38]And it's funny how I imagined
[01:27.78]That I would be that person now
[01:31.21]But it does not seem to have happened
[01:34.43]Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
[01:41.9]That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be
[01:51.67]And in my mind
[01:54.68]When I'm old I am beautiful
[01:57.73]Planting tulips and vegetables
[02:02.81]Which I will mindfully watch over
[02:06.82]Not like me now
[02:09.53]I'm so busy with everything
[02:12.60]That I don't look at anything
[02:16.71]But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
[02:21.9]And it's funny how I imagined
[02:24.24]That I could be that person now
[02:27.17]But that's not what I want
[02:28.75]If that's what I wanted
[02:31.19]Then I'd be giving up somehow
[02:34.63]How strange to see
[02:38.26]That I don't wanna be the person that I want to be
[02:49.63]And in my mind
[02:52.81]I imagine so many things
[02:56.14]Things that aren't really happening
[03:00.29]And when they put me in the ground
[03:03.88]I'll start pounding the lid
[03:07.18]Saying I haven't finished yet
[03:10.82]I still have a tattoo to get
[03:13.86]That says I'm living in the moment
[03:18.71]And it's funny how I imagined
[03:21.46]That I could win this winless fight
[03:24.73]But maybe it isn't all that funny
[03:28.39]That I've been fighting all my life
[03:32.13]But maybe I have to think it's funny
[03:35.61]If I wanna live before I die
[03:39.41]And maybe it's funniest of all
[03:43.24]To think I'll die before I actually see
[03:49.46]That I am exactly the person that I want to be
[04:01.29]Fuck yes
[04:04.85]I am exactly the person that I want to be